my favourite song.. 新不了情

Diz few days, i keep listening to diz song..
and i m now on da way learning to sing diz song..
ahaha..hopefully by diz holiday i can fully master diz song
i dunno y i like diz song..i cant think of any reason..
same goes to liking a person..there is no reason for liking a person..
u couldn't find a reason for liking a person..
like is like..dun like is dun like..
so, either like or dun like..
ahaha..lets cut the crap..
i found the pinyin for this lyrics..with english translation..
and oso the MV..u guys shud try listen to it..
somehow quite meaningful..



曹格 - 新不了情

心若倦了,
xin ruo juan le
If your heart is weary,
泪也乾了,
lei ye gan le
And your tears are all dried up.
这份心情,
zhe fen xin qing
This feeling,
难舍难了。
nan she nan liao
Is hard to relinquish or forget.

曾经拥有,
ceng jing yong you
I once used to have,
天荒地老,
tian huang di lao
All the time in the world.
已不见你,
yi bu jian ni
But I haven't seen you,
暮暮与朝朝。
mu mu yu chao chao
For many nights and many days.

这一份情,
zhe yi fen qing
This love,
永远难了
yong yuan nan liao
Is forever difficult to resolve.
愿来生还能,
yuan lai sheng hai neng
I hope in our afterlife,
再度拥抱。
zai du yong bao
We can embrace again.

爱一个人,
ai yi ge ren
Loving someone,
如何斯守到老,
ru he si shou dao lao
How do you remain faithful till you're old?
怎样面对一切,
zen yang mian dui yi qie
How do you face everything,
我不知道。
wo bu zhi dao
I do not know.

回忆过去,
hui yi guo qu
Reviewing the past,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
tong ku de si xiang wang bu liao
The painful memories are unforgettable.
为何你还来,
wei he ni hai lao
Why do you come then,
拨动我心跳。
bo dong wo xin tiao
To make my heart race.
爱你怎么能了,
ai ni zen me neng liao
How is it possible to stop loving you?
今夜的你应该明了,
jin ye de ni ying gai ming liao
Tonight, you should understand,
缘难了情难了。
yuan nan liao qing nan liao.
It is difficult to escape fate, just as it is difficult to dissolve love.

JJ's BirthdaY CelebratioN

Happy 22nd Birthday to JJ a.k.a Dai Wa Jing

ahaha..
this is a last minute plan..
although we not really have time plan it..but it still a successful one..
all thanx to my hsemates and friends
alots of photos taken during the party was like quite blur..
mayb due to the "excitation" of the camera man..
so, i decided to gather all the photos and make a collage..

21KM::Energizer Night Marathon 2010 : Mission Accomplished

but cant manage to finish it on time
it took me 4hours to finish the race
but at least i manage to run till the end
this is once in a life time experience
and now i m temporarily bcome OKU (orang kurang upaya) for few days..
ahaha...really is a once in a life time experience..
duduk pun tak betul..bangun pun susah..
macam kaki i sudah patah..ahaha
actually, during the run..
when i reach 12km point..there is a water station..
i was like so happy...
but..
when i reach there..omg..
i look anywhere for the water..but couldn't find any water..
and i heard someone saying,"Water is on the way..coming"
i was like..WHAT?
water station without water..
LOL
den, nvm, i decided to continue my journey..
at the 15km point..my upper left leg started to cramp..
ok..i decided to walk..
very very slow...
but the luck is not on my side..
when i reach 16km point..
both my legs..upper and lower..
CRAMP...
i was like OMG..
it happened at the wrong time and wrong place..
den, i slowly slowly walk towards the St. John station there..
dat time, i straight away sit on the road..
and let them heal me with ice..alots alots of ice
den, got 1 indian fella..
keep motivate me..
and also gv me 4 tablet of Salt..dunno da exactly name..
he said,"boy, u hav to believe me..ur legs cramp is bcoz of losing too much electrolite..u take diz 4 tablets and after dat i m sure dat u can continue ur run..even better..remember..meet u at the finish line later.."
and besides him, alots of pass-by runners keep giv me advise and motivation..
unlike those St. john fella..keep ask me to sit there and wait for the shuttle bus..
somemore said,"if u cannot run den dont follow ppl join 21km ma..u shud join 10km..i bet later wont be able to continue d.." to me..
wah..summore dat time i was suffering the most ever pain in my life..
feels like wanna cry..the pain is unbearable..
but after 30-45minutes, i stand up and slowly slowly walk..
dat time i was walking with my barefoot..
den after 10-20minutes of walking..den i wear back my shoe and start to job slowly..
coz, if by walking..there is still around 5km to go..there is no way for me to reach there by 1am or mayb 2am..
and the latest i hav to reach there is by 1am..
and oso..i keep telling myself dat no matter how..i hav to finish this 21km..
even though i m nt able to finish it within the time limit..
dat time, the whole journey to the finish line was so creepy..
no one is there and i m alone on that road..
and finally..i reach the finish line..clocked 3hour59minutes..and dunno how many seconds..
i m glad and happy enuf dat i've completed the run..
and encounter alots of experiences..
the feeling of pain..giving up and not giving up..
once i reach the finish line..i was like so happy..
and meet with my friends..

with Mr. Energizer

woohooo...
from left~jj's gf,jj,ah long,boon ching, my sis & meafter the race...

the Fanstastic Four..ahaha..8825..8826..8827..8828

Next challenge..either KL-Marathon or Penang Bridge Marathon..
ahaha..still considering..see if any of my friend is joining..
nw my leg still patah-ing..cant walk, sit, and stand properly..lol..

d’Day

In just few hours time, i gonna torture myself in an event which i haven’t take part before

It’s time to challenge myself. Outdo my self..
Let’s make it more interesting..if not, there is no objective for me to keep running and running..unless there is something to challenge myself..

Ok..lets make it like diz..
If i manage to complete it within the qualifying time (3 hours) , i will take up another challenge..which is Penang Bridge  International Marathon..but..but..but..
If let say i K.O during the run and cannot complete the run..oh well..
I will not join any Marathon Event again..nvr ever again
Unless got any special occasions..ahaha..

Erm..actually i plan to sleep early during this whole week..but, manatahu..kehidupan seorang student..mana boleh tidur awal..
already used to it to sleep late at nite and wake up late in the afternoon..lol..not morning..but afternoon..
”morning” seems like already extinct from my life since i enter Uni..
unless there is morning classes..waking up in the morning i really a big matter to me..

for diz sem alone, i think dunno how many times i had overslept..
its uncountable..ahaha..dats y i super duper hate to have a very very early classes..especially those 8am class..
even though i can wake up at 8am and manage to attend the class..
but instead of paying attention to the lecture, i m surely gonna “fishing” inside the class..
so, go = no go..no different..=.=..ahaha

so so sleepy and yet so boring here..but still stuck @ PJ
haihz…

 

1 more day to go

woohoo..1 more day to go
but no more training..
hav to let the muscle to rest
if not, later on the race day cramp pulak..
ahaha..jz collected my runing vest and my bib no. today
but kinda disappointed with the quality
and oso da size..
i took XXXL..buthen still quite tight for me..ahaha

today i laugh to much d..nw stomach pain pulak..lol
can say da most craziest day ever..laughing non-stop
but still..laughing is the best medicine
no matter u stress or wat..it will cure everything
today is the day dat i really really wish to hav on my daily life
coz i m free from stress-ness, and out from "some" world which i'm being stalked at and control-ed at..
dunno..but i jz knw dat i really enjoy the day today..
today i felt dat i m totally different since i started to laugh
i can feel the happiness , freedom and live the way i want to
b4 dat, i feel like myself being stucked inside a cage..
lifeless..

i dun nid anything fancy to brighten my life
and i dun like a complicated life..
jz a simple life will do..
like example..i like to travel around KL and explore new places wherever and whenever i want
bcoz..travel makes me happy..
and ofcoz finding nice food makes me happier..
food is like heaven for me
ahaha

random..

i jz found diz MV from some sites recently
mayb its abit outdated
but..actually not a bad song afterall
after listen n listen n listen for quite number of times
its kinda meaningful..

3 more days

so far so good..
i hope so..no physical damage and most important is..
no mental damage..
today indeed a good day for me
my roomate , my hsemate and me myself..
3 of us won some prizes for ourself
through the mini game on the marathon organizer facebook
but the prizes still remain unknown
it might be keychain torchlight, shaver or usb battery charger..
i was so shocked when i saw our name inside the facebook
we didnt expect to win anything from the game as we not really put our effort in
if 1 of us won, den it will be normal la..
but so coincident dat 3 of us won
expect the unexpected
okla..now at least got more spirit and motivation d
this few days train like mad
took the road not taken b4
jz run and run and run
without any 2nd thought..
but most importantly..my mp3 have to be alive
without music, my run goin to be a dull one
and boring..
at least the beat "thump..thump..thump.."
from the music can teman me for 3 hours
during dat time, i got no one to talk to..except my body and music
whenever my body ask me stop and walk..
i hav obey the instruction
but hope that it wont happen in a wrong place and wrong time
actually i m quite worry about the run
but no matter wat, i hav to face it
everything hav it first time
you'll never know
~Joie de Vivre~

5 | 五 | cinq | 五つ | 다섯

555555555
i
V

E

M
o
R
E

D
A
y
S

memorizing kills me

i jz wonder why some ppl can easily memorize the whole books/notes/etc..
but for me..even 1 piece of A4 size notes oso very hard..
i tend to be easily forget of wat i've memorized..
keep staring at the same paper over and over again for nearly 30 minutes now..
my brain still not functioning
shit..i cant memorize it..
good..very good..
tomolo dunno wat to write inside the lab

jobs done...

at last...i get to sleep now
but it is now 6.05 in the morning..lol..
still very energetic..
stupid yet lazy student like me deserved to burn midnite oil..
no choice..my brain's processor speed is low and hav to take a longer time to process it..
ahaha..how i wish i can become a-bit..jz abit clever..
but..it will nvr comes true for ppl like me..
i hv to stop dreaming liao..ahaha
by the way.......
one down..but one more task to do..
its "memorizing" task..
omg..i hate it very much whenever comes to memorizing something without really understanding it..
we tend to forgot everything we memorized whenever we got panic..
thats the main thing i worried for now..
what if i go inside and black out..
LOL
how m i goin to proceed ?
unless i will get a super-duper-genius-smart-clever partner...
ahaha..its all depends on luck lo..
ahaha..

18032010

its exactly 08days 20hours 50minutes 28seconds to go..
which mean i left just few more days for training
gotta be serious in training d..if not..
i will have to take either Taxi or Rapid KL back to my home
ahaha
and what if i forget to bring any money along ? ahaha
dat time..hav to jalan kaki back..
somemore dun hav handphone..
dat time i really gonna be the hot topic among my friends..ahaha
"kenot run somemore wan to run..padan muka"
ahaha
dat is if come to the worst..ahaha
jz hope dat i manage to finish it..
within the time limit or not is another problem..
dun care 1st..jz wan to complete the run..ahaha

sleep sleep sleep

last time i can hardly sleep at nite..but now...
damn..i've been sleeping alots recently
from 1 or 2am to 11am..den in afternoon 3 or4pm to 7pm..
an average of 14 hours of sleeping time
somemore feeling so so tired
dunno y..getting older ?
sometimes i will easily feel sleepy
erm..tons of workload is waiting for me..but sleeping is still my main priority
sleep sleep sleep

i smell something...

something which is not right..

from my eyes and from what i feel..

that sumthing is going to happen..

real soon..jz the matter of time..

and it is best for me to stay away from the field

i dun wan to be the one who step on the land mine and..

oso dun wan to be the one who trigger the bomb..

cold war is likely to be happened

as from what i experienced

diz time i will jz sit on the fence

as i couldn't help much and i don't want to make it worse

what i can do for them is jz hope that there is nothing going to happen as the time goes by..

i jz wan a peaceful environment..

i dun want to be like last time..

where every morning whenever i jz wake up from my bed..

i already started to worry on how m i goin to face my day later..

and i keep asking myself..how ? how ? how ?

and goin to college is like goin to a war field

my daily life is like jz waiting to be shoot-ed or stay calm and ignore the surrounding and pretend as if there is nothing happen

there is only 2 possibilites..

imagine that!! i have to adapt to the "environment" for nearly 14 weeks

i m phobia of my college...

during that moment, my life is really empty and jz feel like giving up on my studies..

which i did so..and it took me a period of time to recover..

so, i dun wish diz incident to repeat itself again..

sometimes, i feel dat it is best for us to voice up if there is any problem

in order to avoid any misunderstanding..rather than jz buried it inside our heart

after sometimes, it will eventually explode

and will lead to war..

it is better to solve it earlier than later

~Joie De Vivre~

stuck again..really stuck..

and diz time is on my studies..
so many things to do within diz week..
and wat worried me the most is my in-lab assignment
which is going to be held on next monday
buthen i still couldn't digest the notes given by the lecturers
coz i m nt a genius..i nid time..
and concentration..

why ? why ? why ?
why i always stuck at sumthing which i dun like ?
stuck here and there..

Sssstuck...

i hav to face 2 different world everyday
omg..i m stuck in the middle of this 2 worlds
not to say dat both world are bad..
this is nothing related with bad or good..
i m jz stuck in between..
sometimes i jz feel like wanna cry
bcoz i jz dunno wat to do
i always thought of how to treat both world equally
now it had become a burden to me
i m so stress inside out
i jz dont like the feelings of diz cannot do and that cannot do
is like being watched all the time
and i hv to be very careful on every step i take

i feel like being controlled by one of the world
i m so tired of this
i cant do wat i want
i jz cant live the life i wanted it to be
there's only one word to describe my daily life.."tired"
tired tired tired..
but i cant let go either one of the world..
hhhhhaaaaiiiiiihhhhhhhhzzzzzzz......

my life is meaningless if i still stuck in between
someone please help me
my life is like...
"nice to see, nice to hold
once broken, consider sold"
is like..once u fall..den be prepare to say bye bye
NO TURNING BACK

=(

Muthu..

i was online-ing jz nw..and surf around youtube..
suddenly thought of "Muthu"..ahaha..
his video and action is like a cure for ur boredom and stress-ness..
everytime i watch his video..
i sure laugh no matter how sad or how stress i m..
okla..here is some of the video which i curi from youtube
let the video do the job..

uno..dos..tres..quatro

25 Days left..
woohooo...its really fast..

i'm currently fall in love with this video and ofcoz the song oso..actually not now..long time ago..



erm..ntg much to update..dats all for today

I’m getting older and older

I think i might need an anti-ageing pill, so that my organs are not getting rusty.
I just feel like my body is not as healthy and energetic like last time.
I can feel the tiredness inside me everyday even though i just wake up not long ago.

That’s only one thing to describe it..
I’m getting older..
No longer young..not like last time when i can be active and energetic all day long where i went out from house at 8am and return home at 12pm without feeling any tiredness. Some more last time i used to be travelled by bus and walking and my whole day routine is filled with activities such as playing bowling, pool , goto cybercafe, arcade shop, and loafing, but i will nvr feel tired.

Last time i used to start my revision one or two days before the test or final exam during my primary & secondary school time but now, it was totally different. I’m nw wont be able to finish my revision on time if i start my revision one or two days before the test.

As we getting older, the life oso getting harder. Not as easy as ABC anymore. Haihz..how i wish i’m nw still in secondary school where everything is spoon feed and we need not to worry about every single things.

But ofcoz getting older got its own benefits. We are live to overcome every obstacles no matter how hard it is in our daily life. Without any of it, our life is meaningless and there is no aim in our life. And becoz of this, everyone has a different lifestyle. This makes our life meaningful and so so interesting.Woohoo..

Joie De Vivre

Laziness kini melanda Me

Laziness really kills me
i hav 2 midterm papers in a row on Monday and Tuesday
but..
yet i still enjoying my sweet time on watching drama , listening music and surfing forums
really not in the mood to start my revision

laziness + HOT weather = killing me
the weather is so unbearable, keep let me sweating
believe or not ? i m nw still sweating while writing this post
sweating is jz simply annoying
sleep oso cant, study oso cant
even now the toilet is cooler than my room
if can, i rather sleep inside the toilet but the problem is cannot
haihz

2012 is real..coming soon..
the end is near..
i nvr encounter such a terrible weather b4
HOT + wind-less
even though sometimes there is wind..but its a hot air..even worst..
but this is good news for ppls who wash their clothes frequently..
easier to dry their clothes

how i wish my place here is located @ Genting Higland
temp of below 20celsius
27hours left for me to do my revision
but not in the mood to do so
lazy lazy lazy

7:00:26:2:2010

Still..always the one who love you is the one who care about you all the time
and..the one who always love you will have to carry the burden of loving you
and still..there is alots of ppls don’t know how to appreciate it

there is an example..when a couple jz into a relationship, they tend to msg or call each other very frequently..lets say 10-20sms every one hour..or keep calling each other jz to say hi and get to know about the situation..but..but..mayb it will not last long..perhaps 2 months ? 3 months ? soon after some time, the guy will start to sending less and less sms to the girl and oso seldom call his girlfriend and by that time, only the girl who will start sending sms to the boy and sometimes, in return, the girl will eventually receive an kinda “rude-no manners-unresponsive” reply..and even sometimes, the guy will feel dat it is annoying and disturbing and eventually scold his girlfriend. this is wat i said earlier, some of them don’t know how to appreciate it even though there is ppl care about you. This situation NOT ONLY happened within boyfriend girlfriend, but oso within a boy with their parents or a girl with their parents.

Do they actually deserved to be treated like that ?
Do you think that they are too free and purposely come and disturb you ?
Do you think that they have too much free time to care about you ?

The answer is NO, and they care about you because they love you and the main reason they care about you is simply because you the most important person in their life. If not, they will not even bother to care about you and just let you be what you want to be.

All of us are human too. We are not robots or whatsoever you wanna call it. We do have feelings too.

There is a limit for everything. Once its over then its over. There is no such thing like “rewind” button in our life.

Remember..remember and remember..

When loving someone, never regret what you do, only regret what you don't do.