Sunday, November 30, 2008

3rd Day in Penang...now in Cyber..

Erm...my 3rd day of holiday in penang kinda great...
ahaha...whole day juz go lepak wif friends and go cut hair...
ahaha...erm..went out with 3 different groups of friends...
ahaha...
8-11am...dim sum...
den 11am-2pm...cut hair
2-5pm...lunch wif another group of friends and jalan jalan..
ahaha..
at least i m abit happy d..
ahaha...
if i nvr think of it...den i m happy..
ahaha...
haiya..now hav to pia for my midterm test on diz wednesday le..
ahaha...
at least nw got abit of mood to study liao..
there is no point to be sad...
ahaha...
things come and go...
hehe...
at least i get to knw nw better than later..
ahaha...
erm...
okok..
i m in cyberjaya liao..
i took 7.30am bus diz morning...
ahaha..
but i reach at the sungai nibong bus station quite late..7.38am..
ahaha...but luckily..still gt other ppl come later than me..
ahaha..
den...around 11.45am..i reach pudu d..
ahaha...
den walk to plaza rakyat...
to take star lrt...
ahaha..waited for about 25 minutes...
ahaha...
den...around 12.40pm..i reach tasek selatan and nw hav to take klia transit pulak..
ahaha...
buthen diz time only hav to wait for 5 minutes only..
ahaha
luckily...
den around 12.56pm..reach putrajaya sentral..
ahaha..den take T429 bus to MMU...
ahaha...
buthen diz trip still ok..jz carry my woofer along only..
ahaha...
but for da last trip..i carry my lcd monitor..desktop and my luggage (full of food) along...
ahaha..imagine how heavy...
ahaha...
i sked d..
now jz take lil bit come can d..
ahaha...
very suffering le..
ahaha..
okla..wanna go take a nap 1st..
ahaha...

Saturday, November 29, 2008

2nd Day in PeNang...

ERm...nt a good start for today...
erm..actually quite dissapointed..
i travel so far from cyber till here..
but dats wat i got...
haihz..
actually inside of me is crying...
but outside of me is jz happy...
acting like ntg happen...
haihz...
diz is da 1st time i feel like wana cry..
but i hav to tahan and cooldown..
wat if i cry ?
i think if i cry oso...
nobody will help oso...or "an wei" me oso...
haihz...so, its not worth crying infront of them..
haihz...
bt actually i cried few times today..but no one knws...
actually i already felt something is wrong on tuesday nite...
haihz...
den nvm, i try to come back penang...
den nw i can see everything clearly...
its da time for me to go away and juz forget everything which had happen..
forget the past and look forward..
all those sweet and great memories had jz fade away..
i dun wan such ending..
neither u all...
rite ?
i dunno wat had i done wrong ?
juz let me knw..and i willing to listen to it...
and i will accept it..
even u cant forgive me...
nvm..its ok..
haihz..
actually i was like so happy when i m on da way to penang...
haihz...
but...end up like diz...
diz is nt wat i had predicted...
and i dun wan diz to happen anyway..
haihz...see my face oso dun wan see..
talk oso dun wan talk...
haihz...its like i jz meet her for the 1st time...
and i m like a stranger there...
dat 1hour and 13minutes @ pizza hut...
i feel like being sit there for 1 year and 13 months...
i was like so so sad and looks like stranger...
haihz...
haihz...
haihz...
but wat oso..i oso hav to accept lo...
ntg much i can do...
da whole period...
i was like...
wanted to cry d...
so so xing ku...
my heart was like being stab by a knife and then being burn...
but how oso..i hav to act happy as if ntg happen...
haihz...
y lidat le ?
had i done anything wrong ?
plz tell me...
i m nw very suffering..
i m da 1 which dun like to show out my emotion or my feeling 1...
althou i m happy but actually inside of me is like...haihz..dunno wat suitable word can replace it...
haihz...
after dat lunch...
nw i dun dare to ask her out d...
coz i knw dat she is like trying to avoid me and as if i m invisible to her...
haihz..
summore i gonna sit for my midterm diz coming wednesday...
die lo...
nw damn tak ada mood to study oso...
y le...
i come back to penang jz wanted to be happy..
i jz wanna ask hergo out eat together...
eat tomyam...burger...and all penang food...
i tot...mayb thursday go eat tomyam..
den friday go for burger @ usm...
haihz...
takkan i cant bcome her friend...
haihz...
da purpose i come back is to eat those food...
haihz...
nw wat i oso dun wanna eat...
whenever i go those places...
i will think back all those old memories...
and sad sad sad..
haihz...
y le ?
i dunno y...
haihz..
after diz week...i m nt gonna come back to penang again..till
my trimester break...
coz..if like dat..no point for me come back to penang..
come back and jz to be sad...
she oso like dun wanna chai me d...
haihz...
den..nw i oso knw wat i nid to do d..
penang is nt my territory...
disted is nt my territory...
if i come back oso..mayb i shud jz diam diam and jz spend more time wif my family members...
since i gt nowhere to go besides go yamcha wif my old friends...
coz..last 2 weeks ago...
when i m in penang..
i din spend much time with my family..
i rarely stay at home..
coz..i most of the time oso go out wif her and yam cha wif friends...
haihz...
if she wanna avoid me..
den i shall dun wan to disturb her d...
the signal gv by her was so strong...
and i really knw wat to do...
really..today is da most sadest moment in my life...
i nvr had this feeling and situation b4...
its like a trauma to me...
haihz...
and nw i knw...why ppl do usually suicide...
i jz had diz feeling today...
as i was loafing at gurney plaza today..alone...
i was like...thinking of rather die than being alive..
and i totally lost focus...
i call the wrong person..
and i buy wrong stuff...
haihz...
ok..from nw on..i wont sms her or call her anymore unless she call me or sms me..or gt urgent issues..
coz i think she oso wont answer my call anyway and oso malas to reply my msg...
and she oso hope tat i wont sms or call her...or kacau her..
haihz...
wat i want is jz friendship..
ntg much...
or mayb u avoid me bcoz of my blog...
ok..i will appologize to u..
but liking or loving someone is nt wrong rite ?
those r the feelings i had in my heart...
but i din show it infront of anyone and tell anyone..
i juz secretly like/admire you...
haihz...
and oso...
and another reason i come back to penang diz week..
is bcoz i wanna giv her x'mas present..
coz i wont be coming back for x'mas...
i already brought everything...
its a watch...
but nw..mayb i shud jz keep it for myself...
since da situation is like..haihz...
dunno oso...haihz...
i din blame her..
i juz blame myself...
i m nw still thinking of wat i had done to her...
if diz is wat she decided to do..den i hav to jz accept it..
i cant do much...
no matter wat oso..i will still respect her decision...
i always respect her decision since da 1st day i met her..
dat was since 28th january 2008, Monday @ Disted...
wow..and today is 28th November 2008, Friday...
dat was exactly 10 months...
i m jz very sad lo..
haihz...
expect d unexpected...
for nw..i cant find anyone to voice out my problem...
my sadness..
so, i juz blog it here...at least i feeling better nw...i hav to accept the fate and truth...
haihz...
and again...b4 i gonna publish diz post...
i jz wanna say...
Sorry to her...
really sorry...
although i dunno wat i had done to her..
Sorry...Sorry..Sorry...i appreciate our friendship for the past 10 months...
haihz...
i dunno whether she knw my blog or nt..
but i hope diz post wont make the thing bcome lagi worst..
haihz...nw wat i m thinking in my mind is...
i jz wanna go back cyberjaya..
penang is nono to me...
haihz...
i dunno wat i can do rite nw...
juz wait and see..
haihz...sad sad..=(

Friday, November 28, 2008

Yam Cha

Ahaha..i jz came back from yamcha wif old friends..
all those friends which had been same class wif me since primary till secondary...
ahaha...
wif eeming,chawchern and chinloon...
3 of them oso from pykett and mbs..
ahaha...
at 1st, i go to e-gate to meet up wif eeming...
den afterward...
chin loon oso join in...
and afterward...
we plan to go to town to hav sum supper..
my favourite food...
ahaha...
NASI DALCA!!!!!!!!!
ahaha...damn nice woi...
ahaha...
den when on da way from e-gate to town..i hav to go to fetch chawchern...
opposite crc there..
da club hse..
ahaha...
den..later on...around 12 sumthing den we cabut d..
ahaha..den when on da way to eeming's hse...
he gv me alotz of advices...
ahaha...
not bad..cool...
nw i knw wat to do d..
ahaha..thanx ya..buddy..
ahaha..
hmm...i still cant sleep...
still active although i din sleep for the whole yesterday nite..
ahaha...keng ar ?
ahaha...erm..
tomolo yt another new day...
wat am i goin to do le ?
ahaha...
ohh..ya..
tomolo i hav to go disted for awhile to settle my withdrawal stuff..
damn mahuan...haihz...
wat to do le...
den hav to collect my result slip from cikgu...
if nt tak dapat buat credit transfer...
ahaha..den tak dapat baca for next sem...
ahaha...
wah..den on sunday morning, i hav to go back to cyberjaya again...
haihz..sien le...
lol..
haihz...
after diz, i m nt gonna come back again...
till after my final exam..
ahaha...
summore diz wednesday gonna sit for midterm summore..
ahaha..but i still havent touch anything...
die lo..
nvm, tomolo afternoon only start studying,.
ahaha..
still gt alot of time kua...
ahaha..wont die 1..i think..
ahaha...
hehe...diz sem hav to be extremly hardworking d...
cannot like last sem...
ahaha..can die le...
ahaha...
erm..okla..
hehe...wish i had a good day tomolo...
and hav a good start for tomolo morning..
ahaha...see ya..

Thursday, November 27, 2008

I m n0w in PeeEee~NannnNNnnG

Ahaha...i m so happy..dat i can come home and eat da dishes cooked by my mum..
ahaha...long time nvr eat d...
ahaha...
erm...jz nw 5pm only reach penang..
ahaha..da bus quite fast oso...
actually today i 9.10am already start my journey from my cyberia home..
den..waited for rapid kl bus for awhile...
den around 9.30am i reach putrajaya sentral...
haiya..i ter-miss the 9.30 train to bandar tasek selatan..
haihz..
hav to wait there for another 30 minutes..
haihz..sienz..
coz i target to abroad into 9.30am klia transit 1...
haihz...
den when i reach bandar tasek selatan station...there was damn many ppl...
ahaha...den summore wait and wait da train to go plaza rakyat...
den around 10.50am..i reach puduraya...
ahaha..finally..
den i later on..i buy 11.30am bus ticket..konsortium bus...
ahaha...
den buy The Star newspaper and read while waiting...rajin hor ?
aahhaa...
den...
haihz...
guess wat ?
da bus came late...
11.50am only come..haihz..
den nvm...12.15pm only start da journey...
wah...damn punya...
i tot wanna reach penang earlier punya...
mana tahu...
lambat juga...
cheh..
my target is to reach penang by 4pm..
ahaha...
seems like today everything oso kena delay-ed..
ahaha...no choice lo...ahaha
wat to do...
ahaha...quite suey oso today..
haihz...hehe...
i m gonna enjoy for diz 3 days...
ahaha..

Wondering...

i was wondering whether she knw about my blog or nt..
coz i quite suspecting it oso...
ahaha...
wat will she react upon knwing i gt diz kind of blog...
and will she avoid me ?
i was sked tat she will avoid me..
haihz..
gonna lost another 1 good friend..
i was wondering...
coz nt many ppl knw about my blog..even my closest friend...
ahaha...
diz was like very secret le..and hidden...
those who knw my nick only can manage search for my blog..
example... durian / disted / blog @ google only manage to find my blog..
else..tak boleh..
ahaha...
coz i nvr mention my real name here...
ahaha...
erm..lets say..if she knw my blog and read this post...
i m really sorry and i dunno wat will happen...
ahaha...=)

7 more hour to go...

Erm..i m nt planning to sleep tonite..till dawn...
ahaha..coz i m goin back to penang liao...
ahaha...
but diz time shud be quite sad 1...
ahaha...
sumtimes..i jz think of letting go everything and jz start a new happy life..
haihz...
i jz wanted to go for yam cha nw and release all my sadness...
i nid someone to listen to my problems..
ahaha...
diz makes me cant sleep and my brain retarded..
lol..really 1...
like yesterday...i was doin the wrong things bcoz i see something which makes me totally lost...
LOST!!!!!!!
i was totally freak out...ahaha..
y le ?
y nt make me happy forever...
y god ?
apa macam ?
since i went to disted...
my life nvr been peaceful...
nt even 1 day...
besides college stuff..i gt many other stuff to worried about...
diz time of me goin back to penang..i wan to enjoy my life in penang happily...
damn..i m so depress nw...
erm..nw da problem is...
shud i tell all my ex-coursemate dat i m coming back to penang tomolo ?
but whenever i see them..i will like sad..
quite sad..haihz..
duno y...
da main reason i wanna go back to penang..bcoz i wanna settle my disted stuff...
and take some document along wif me..
and pass those x'mas present..
ahaha...
haihz...and nw is already 1.36am..and i still cant sleep...haihz...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Im Goin Backkk to PenaNggg lo....

AHaha..im goin back to penang tomolo morning..after my dld tutorial...
around 11am..
den straight take bus to putrajaya sentral den take KLIA Transit den goto to Bandar Tasek Selatan den from there take Star LRT to Plaza rakyat...
ahaha..tomolo gonna be my long long journey...
ahaha..but goin back is syok..
but when think of goin back to cyberjaya..sien betul..ahaha...

Blank..totally blank...

Haihz...i m nw totally blank...
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haihz....

Monday, November 24, 2008

Budget...here i come...

AHaha..actually i had come out with my daily budget in cyberjaya..
ahaha..if nt cannot lo..
for the past 2 weeks..i had already overspent...
lol...
i had spent over rm300 jz for food alone...
imagine lo...
rm300/14 days = at least rm20-30 per day..
lol...
u knw y ?
coz when i reach here..my hsemate bring me to kfc..
ahaha..den da next day..mcd...lol
den summore everynite all my old friends ask me go yamcha...
ahaha..everytnite with every different friends and groups...
ahaha..and summore go Oldtown...
ahaha..really broke le...
summore da food here in cyberjaya really damn EXPENSIVE...
ahaha...
nasi kandar with 2 dishes will cost about rm5.50-6.50...
depends on wat u take...
Chicken + Veggie = RM5.50-RM6.50...confirm 1...
ahaha...
roti canai alone oso RM1 d...
den Teh Ais oso RM1.50..
ahaha...
macam mana survive if tak ada own budget...
ahaha...
i had come out with my own budget...
its nt dat i m stingy la...
ahaha...but hav to think bout my parents in penang too...
dey working till susah susah..but i spend all the money here for buta buta...
ahaha...agree ?
so, i hav to help them to save some money oso...
if can save..den i save lo...
erm...my daily budget is RM10...
ahaha
but today i ter-keluar from my budget...
RM10.80...ahaha...
today i skip breakfast..coz bangun too late..around 11.20am...
instead of breakfast..i jz go for brunch...
i juz cook Maggie Goreng wif 2 EGGS....
ahaha...
den dats was RM0.00 for brunch...
ahaha..den goto campus...
and on da way to lecture hall..i was thinking about karipap...
ahaha..den walk till quite very far lo...
den go there buy 3 karipaps...
ahaha..so small yt so EXPensiVE...
cost me RM1.20 for 3...
so so EXPENSIVE...
damn...
ahaha..den around 4.00pm...me and my friend go to HB3..dat was hostel block..
cafeteria...
bought 1 burger ayam and hashbrown...
ahaha..burget ayam cost me rm2.30..and da hashbrown cost me RM1.00...
ahaha...lol..
den for my dinner..my friend drove me to somewhere nearby...
eat some malay food...
coz me RM6.30...ahaha...
so..add up all together is RM10.80..
ahaa..nvm...tomolo try to go below RM10...
ahaha...wish me luck...ahaha...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

AddicTed t0 g0 LibraRy...so suddenly...

Haha..today i was in library for at least 5 hours...
for doin tutorial and studying..
ahaha..
so suddenly 1...
i was so addicted to go to library liao..nowadays...
ahaha...
but its more effective if compared to the one in Disted..
dunno y..mayb da surrounding and da environment..
ahaha...mayb hor ?
erm..den there summore got senior who can guide me..
ahaha...
actually i was nt alone there..
i gt some of my ex-classmates with me..
so tat wont tat boring..
ahaha...
today i really super gila...
i did tutorial 1 and 2 for digital and logic design..siap semua..ahaha...
gila 1..ahaha..
i m nw in cyber super gila d...
ahaha...
erm..can feel like more hardworking d..
ahaha...
if compared to last time in penang..
ahaha...
erm..dunno y oso..
ahaha...
although my mid-term is on week 5 and nw only da 2nd week..
but i already finish doin revision..
ahaha...
gila betul..agree tak ?
ahaha...
erm..i was planning to stay at library after my class everyday...
ahaha..mayb till 8 or 9pm..den go makan den come back and on9 and sleep..
ahaha...great idea leh...
ahaha...summore can save money and bcome more pandai..
ahaha..
if i din goto library...
i think i will jz sit at home and on9 only..
and doin ntg...
and juz goyang kakizz...only..
ahaha...
diz sem i really hav to pia d..
cannot be like last time...always goyang kaki only...
ahaha...hehe...
hopefully my dream will come true lo..ahaha..

Its a MiracLe...

AHaha...yesterday afternoon while i was sleeping...
suddenly.......
i receive a call from her..
ahaha...
she nvr call me b4 eh...
ahaha..
i was like...eh...
terkejut...
ahaha....
baNyak miracle lo..
ahaha...
b4 diz was like kena avoid..
but nw..she suddenly phone me pulak..
ahaha...but i was very happy lo at that time..
ahaha..den i straight answer dat call..
ahaha..so...juz chit chat lo...
ahaha..bcoz she is so free and gt ntg to do den phone me lo..since her work start at 7pm..
ahaha..yesterday is da most most happiest time i ever had since i step into cyberjaya..
ahaha..
hopefully everything goes smoothly forever...
ahaha...

Saturday, November 22, 2008

My love will Get You Home

Erm...diz song kinda nice...actually diz song is from Heart of Greed 1..and actually Moonlight Resonance is Heart of Greed 2..ahaha...diz song is by Linda Chung...but da actual singer is Christine Glass..ahaha...here the lyrics..very nice le...

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.


Progress bt......?

erM..actually i m quite confuse lo..
during the 1st week when i come here..
she still gt msg me and ask me about my life here...
sumthing like take care bout me lo..
and summore can keep sms-ing...
and last week..we summore can masak bubur for quite long oso..
and last week i went back to penang...den..
i go find her lo..
and me and her chit chat under her hse there for about nearly 3 hours lo...
ahaha..talking crap and everything lo...
ahaha...den da next day..we went out and goto the so called new gurney drive..sumwhere at jelutong expressway there 1...
sit and chit chat at there for 1 hour like dat lo...
ahaha...summore da day b4 i wanna go back to cyber..
masak bubur for around 3 hours kua..
lol..
buthen when i back to cyber...
looks like we getting appart...
erm..looks like i getting less news from her d..
ahaha..i oso dunno y...
y le ?
i tot its a progress...bt...
quite dissapointed lo...
but on monday..i got phone her to talk abit abit lo...
den on wednesday..i sms her..buthen i can feel dat nw her msg like always wanna go to d end of the msg...
ahaha...erm..i oso dunno y..and wat shud i do...
shud i jz let her go and start a new life ?
i oso dunno...
da week b4 dat..we always got keep contacting each other...
till diz diz week and i can feel that there is boundary in between us...
ahaha...i oso dunno y...
wat did i do?
aaha...
and i was planning to go back next week...
but nw..i oso wanna think twice b4 goin back...
ahaha...
cz nw i oso can feel dat she like wanna avoid me..
erm..so, there is no point for me to go back lo...
better stay @ cyberjaya..
if i go back..surely sad case 1..
ahaha...
i dunno wat to do and dunno wat is happening..
got people backstab me @ DisTED ?
i'll nvr know...
coz u knw la...so many stuff can happen in Disted itself...
ahaha..i already kena and tengok many stuff...
so..its possible lo..
ahaha...
dunno lo..
diz week i juz feel very weird lo..
like being kena avoid only...
i dont wanna think much of it liao..
quite sad....
haihz...
perhaps i shud jz start a new life ?
coz its meaningless..if i keep goin like dat..
its like the farmer the one who always watering the plants..and the plants itself jz keep drink my water only..and i m the one who jaga and the plants itself jz stand there and waiting for the farmer to water the plant..erm..like no respond 1...
ahaha...tak tahu lo..susah ni...ahaha..

I Hate FridaY...BanyaK BanyaK HAte

Haihz..i really hate friday lo..
haihz..
actually i dun hav any classes on friday 1..
and i was thinking dat i can go back to penang on every thursday..
and summore my thursday classes oso quite nice...i mean da time..
haihz..
buthen now..my wish all sudah tidak menjadi..
ahaha...
summore da time is from 5.30pm -6.30pm..
wth...
haihz..
ahaha..
worst timetable i ever had..
ahaha
erm...but mayb i m goin back next week...
aahaha..
no choice but hav to ponteng friday class..
ahaha..ask my friend to sign for me lo..
ahaha...
erm..
b4 diz..i banyak suka FridaY 1...
ahaha..coz saturday can sleep till late late and mostly friday can go yamcha till late late...
but nw..friday summore got class..
haihz...
very unlucky lo..
ahaha...
hopefully da lecturers can move da friday class to another day..ahaha.
diz class only jadi batu penghalang to my dream..
ahaha...

Friday, November 21, 2008

LifE @ Cyberjaya

AHaha,,,i m now finally step on Cyberjaya Ground d..
ahaha..
finally...
actually i reach here since last week..
on sunday..
my parents din fetch me here..
i jz come alone by my self..
ahaha..
hav to carry all those luggage by myself..
quite hard...
but luckily got my friends help me..
they drive to pudu and pick me up..
ahaha..
luckily..if nt, my hand sure patah..
ahaha..
erm..actually i m now staying @ living room lo..
but nt bad oso..
very big..
and da rental oso quite cheap..
rm100 only..
ahaha...
nvm, temporary stay here 1st lo..
actually in my previous post..i gt say dat i gonna change course rite..
but..after i transfer to mmu..
mmu still wan me to continue da same course..
ahaha..
but actually good oso..
ahaha...
erm..da expenses here quite high lo..
each meal oso rm5 d..
ahaha...
erm...so, hav to jimat jimat lo in here...ahaha..

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Finally....Cyberjaya...but...Haihz...

erM..i dunno whether shud i be happy 'o' sad oo...
haihz..i juz received a call from MMU and...
dey said dat my application is successful..
and yt..i do feel happy and sad..
mixed feeling..
i m happy bcoz i will no longer nid to see those 2 faces anymore..
both of them are so problematic...
haihz...cant bother them much...
they caused too many troubles d...
till now..i still nt yt let anyone knw except few of them..
which i m closed to..
haihz...
so so fast..
too rush d...
suddenly go there...
haihz..
actually...i m really sad la...
but dunno how le..
haihz..
i cant tell my parents dat i dun wan to go...
coz..MMU already approve d...
later i reject d..den later dey will nt entertain me d..
den haihz and haihz d...
haihz...
i already wasted half year goyang kakizz...last year...
and now..i dun wanna waste any more time..
ahaha...
time is precious to me..
haihz...
AND...i m SAD bcoz....
i hav to leave someone behind back in Penang...
haihz..
till now..i was quite close to her...
i really dun wan to let her go lo...
coz, during this holiday..
can say most of the day i went out with her..
haihz...
hiking...movie..shopping...eating...
haihz...but nw...haihz...
i knw she is sad...but haihz..
i m juz useless..i cant do anything lo..
mayb i will ask her out for a drink or dinner tomolo nite..
b4 i go to cyberjaya...
i dunno la..
but jz nw..i can feel dat she is so sad and sorrow...
she juz keep quiet all da way from bayan lepas till her house..
erm...i dun dare to interrupt her..
let her calm down and let her relax..
haihz...
den jz now..
i gav her 2 BIG APPLE donuts...
shud be ok kua...
ahaha...coz she looks so down and sad..
den i giv her..so mayb can make her happy abit..
i dunno whether wat am i doin is correct or nt..
haihz...
diz is da most sad cases for me...
so close yt so far...
but..during diz few weeks..
i really appreciate it..
i really love all da time being beside her...
dunno la..
i really take good care of her...
haihz...
i juz wish dat i can come back on every friday and ask her go for yam cha...
haihz..
i love her but yt dun dare to ask her sumthing sumthing..
ahem* u knw la*...ahaha...
haihz...
coz nowadays she seldom sms and answering call d..
ahaha...
and summore i dunno whether she will hate me boh...
coz i juz left her like dat..
haihz..
i feel so so sad la..
coz as u knw..
my class was seperated into 2 groups...
ahaha..
group A and B...
group A was a bigger group
and group B was a smaller group..minority...
den me and her is neutral..
in between Group A and B..
haihz...den i dunno wat will happen to her if i left penang...
she actually quite susah to adapt to those situation lo..
haihz...
coz juz nw..when i ask her...," do u think tat it is too rush for me to go back?"
den she said, "yalor..so rush..next sem only go back cannot meh.."
ahaha..shud be like dat..
ahaha...
i dunno wat will she think la...
but nw i really cant let go her...
mayb i shud come back on every friday...
ahaha...
and now...
my biggest problem is dat...
i dunno how to inform my classmates dat i m goin back to cyberjaya liao..
haihz...hard hard...
i dunno how to inform them...
haihz..
dunno how will they react upon i inform them..
ahaha...
shock ? angry ? laugh ?
ahaha...up to them lo...
ahaha..
i cant do anything...
ahaha...den..
if diz sunday i go there...
my friend will fetch me from pudu...
ahaha..so nice rite..
good to hav those good friends...
ahaha...
my ex-coursemate..
ahaha...
dats da my life in Disted..
good and bad memories..
ahaha...will blog more on next entry...
ahaha...i wanna sleep d...
ahaha...bye bye..
to be continue...