Sssstuck...

i hav to face 2 different world everyday
omg..i m stuck in the middle of this 2 worlds
not to say dat both world are bad..
this is nothing related with bad or good..
i m jz stuck in between..
sometimes i jz feel like wanna cry
bcoz i jz dunno wat to do
i always thought of how to treat both world equally
now it had become a burden to me
i m so stress inside out
i jz dont like the feelings of diz cannot do and that cannot do
is like being watched all the time
and i hv to be very careful on every step i take

i feel like being controlled by one of the world
i m so tired of this
i cant do wat i want
i jz cant live the life i wanted it to be
there's only one word to describe my daily life.."tired"
tired tired tired..
but i cant let go either one of the world..
hhhhhaaaaiiiiiihhhhhhhhzzzzzzz......

my life is meaningless if i still stuck in between
someone please help me
my life is like...
"nice to see, nice to hold
once broken, consider sold"
is like..once u fall..den be prepare to say bye bye
NO TURNING BACK

=(