SweeT MemorieS

As i goin back to cyber next sem..
most proably goin back..
now applying for transfer..
actually i like da college very much..
but nt as much as during 1st sem..
where everything seems to be flowing smoothly..
but as i come to sem 2..
it was a disaster...
everything is turning up side down..
i feel like my boat is capsizing...
haihz...
as those memories being flash at my mind..
i was so happy till wanna cry and sad oso got sad story..
my life in here was terrible..
awful is da best word to describe it..
haihz..
erm..there's too many sweet memories when i first enter the college..
on the very 1st day..
i went to college at 9am in the morning..
dat time, i was waiting at library building..
den around 9.30am..
i was escorted by admin staff to the class room..
and during dat time, i 1st saw her..
my heart was beeping thumpa thump..thumpa thump..
ahaha...
i dunno how to descibe the feelings during tat time..
ok..dat time..she was sitting wif another guy...
there is total of around 4 ppl inside da class...
include me is 5 ppl..
den there was my lecturer...
den, we get to know each other and we actually did some ice breaking..
ahaha...
da 1st guy i get to know is guy...den i come to her..
lol..
i ask her to repeat her name for 2 times...coz i cant hear properly...
ahaha..
so, after some intro by the lecturer...
around 10am..we was dispatch..
den when on da way walking down to the foyer...
1 of them was asking whether wanna go mamak go eat breakfast..
den i said, " ohh..ok..i'm in.."
ahaha...den dey said, lets go..
ahaha...
ok..den all of us sit 1 car go to pulau tikus market to eat..
ahaha..
dats was great...
nt like nw..where everyone of us were seperated..
haihz...
ok...den dat time i was ordering char hor fun..
shud be lo...
coz around 8 months back d...
coz when i 1st enter in on 28th January 2008, Monday..
ahaha...
den during dat time, i was so quiet and very seldom talk coz nt yt adapt to the new
envionment..
quite stranger lo..
ahaha..den afterward.da 1st question i ask them is about games..
ahaha..den only got topic to talk..
ahaha..
den ar...
when i eating..i realize sumthing..
she jz looking to my direction..
ahaha
but dat time i nt sure whether she is looking sumwhere else or my back..
ahaha...
den after had our breakfast, we back to d college..
den we gather at the carpark there..
den while waiting for another go to the bathroom..
we were planning wat to do next..coz our next class
was around 4pm..
ahaha...
and nw da time is only 11am..
wow...
den later on...i ask her.."u from peng hwa izzit ?"
ahaha..den she reply,"hhmmm..noler..nt from penang"
ahaha..den i ask her,"den hw u know to speak hokkien?"
ahaha...den she reply ,"ahaha...i knw la"
ahaa...sumthing like dat..i forgot d..
den later on..they plan to go for bowling at penang bowl...
den i oso follow them..
i tumpang calvin's car..
hehe..
ahaha..now its da time..
diz is da 1st time, when we actually got talk..
during bowling time..
ahaha..
she was so quiet and looks so innocent and decent.
dats was true..
she is a really good girl..
hehe..
den after tat, when on da way goin back to college..
i was sitting at the backseat with her..
den..i was asking her about our timetable stuff..
she was really helpful..
buthen from my 1st impression..
i know tat she is a quiet girl..
ahaha..
den later on..i head back to home..
den around 4pm..i come to college..
and dat time i was intro to another girl..
ahaha..dats is da 1st day of my college life..
lol...
as the weeks goes by...
i feel dat we hav no communication barriers in between us..
ahaha...i used to it d..
we can talk and jokes anytime and anywhere...
i oso dunno why i can fall to her..
erm...
since when ?
i oso dunno..
i juz knw dat i feel very comfortable when mixing wif her..
dats was i knw...
till week 5 or week 6..
we barely talk or chit chat..
coz i still paiseh and nt really getting knw to her yt...
ahaha...
and nw...its already 8 months++ from the 1st day i get to know her...
dat was fast...
nw if i wanna leave to cyber oso..
i feel very very sad..
ahaha...
hehe..
still got many many stories...
ahaha...

WTF...My comp kena hack & viruSsss...Damn..

haihz..damn..
nw using my sis laptop..
haihz..so suey...
now my comp is over...
haihz..nid to wait after exam only can reformat liao..
haihz..
stupid hacker...
stupid...
haihz..
nw exam season summore let me kena diz type of problem...
nt fair man...
haihz...
erm...if u see my msn on9 or ppl sending u msg..
which is ridiculous..
dont answer them..
its nt me..
but i dunno whether my msn gt kena hacked or nt..haihz...
damn it...tomoo summore got exam...
my 3rd paper...
electronics..
die lo...
haihz...why me?
i try to fix it...
haihz..
find no harddisk to backup..
haihz...

Bing Bang BooMmmmm

i sat for 2 papers yesterday..
computer design and programming & engine maths...
haihz...damn...
so hard...damn blardy hard...
kns 1...so hard summore no tips or hints...
haihz..
u tot we all so clever meh ?
haihz..
till yesterday when i was flipping the paper from page 1 to the end...
i juz realize..mayb i was nt suitable for diz major or course..
i m nt ready and mayb i hd choosen da wrong course..
wah..
gt 6 questions..answer 4 of them..
lol..
Q1 skip..den take a look at Q2..wah..still hard
den skip to Q3...wahlaueh...dunno wat is written there..
den oklo..skip to Q5 coz Q4(chapter 4) i nvr study or kira i lepas 1...
manatahu..Q5 lagi hard...
haihz..
den left last question..
Q6...
at least diz 1 better abit..
if compared to others..
haihz..
how hard oso..i still hv to write sumthing rite..
haihz..
i was regret taking this course...
till nw i realize dat i m stupid + idiot...
wat is da purpose for me to continue diz course if i m so so so so so stupid
and cant do the paper..
diz is jz year 2...
damn lo..
haihz..
but mayb there is too much distraction in penang and in my class..
coz last time in melaka..i was nt like dat..
can study constantly..
but nw in penang..haihz..
totally opposite..
erm..cannot continue like dat liao...
next sem i sure hv to go back liao..
to cyberjaya...
mayb i wanna change my major to multimedia liao..
haihz..
sad la...
i cant concentrate my studies in penang..
haihz..
here is like no motivation at all...
haihz...how to continue like dat..
i study so hard...
but all juz ended up being pawned by the paper..
haihz...
sad sad...=(
diz is da worst final exam i ever experience b4..
da worst..yes..da worst...
i dun hv da intention to go there and blank minded..
haihz..
regreting nw oso no use liao..
still left 4 papers to go...
hehe...haihz...=(

Cyberjaya here i come...

AHaha...
finally..i gonna go back to cyberjaya campus d...
hehe..after a long long discussion wif my parents..
lol..
nt i decided..
but they decided..
erm..hopefully my application can be approved..
hehe..
if go back there..
shud be no problem..
studying at there is better i think..
nt much problem and wont face any problem as wat i had in penang here...
studying here is totally a disaster..
ahaha...
i m nt gonna tell or inform any of my classmate..till da last day i wanna go back..
ahaha..
tell them oso no use..
hehe..
summore dunno got approval from mmu or nt yt..
ahaha..wish me luck ya.
so happy la when thinking of goin back to cyber..
ahaha..=)

Final ExaM

Wow..so close liao...
my 1st paper...
1 more day ++ only...
haihz...sad sad..
buthen nw , i still havent study finish yt..
haihz..dunno can survive or nt..
haihz..
diz sem really chi cham ar..
really nt studying hard..
and too playful...
haihz haihz..
chi cham..
now study till like wanna die..
haihz..=)

Jay Chou New Album goNna out sooN

Wow..jay chou new album...
gonna out on 9th october...
hehe...
next thursday..
but now i already got the full album...
ahaha...quite nice oso..
catchy tunes..
hehe.not like previous album..ahaha...
=)

Haihz...

wah..i've been studying since this morning 7am..
wah...study till sienz d..
aiyo..i dun wanna study d..
eyes oso nearly pop out liao..
wah..
haihz...
later only continue...
while studying..i was thinking of sumthing..
sumthing very interesting..
haihz..but dunno can success or nt..
ahaha...
btw, this is my 60th post..
ahaha..at last...
i very seldom blog 1..so, wanna reach this target oso susah..
ahaha..
okler..i wanna go rest for awhile 1st..ahaha..=)

HolidaY...

AHaha...19 more days b4 holiday..
hehhe...i m thinking too much and too fast..
ahaha..
exam oso belum tiba..but..
i already think of holiday..
hehe..
at least got motivation...
so, can be more hardworking..
hahaha...
19 more days..
hehe..i plan to go kl find eeming den go genting..
ahaha..
syok le..
but b4 dat, i hav to suffer for 2 weeks...
ahaha...
exam exam exam..
haihz..
hehehe..=)

Final Exam

Haihz..
still left 4 more days b4 my 1st paper start...
haihz..
summore engineering maths...
wah..crazy lo..
dats gonna be 2 papers on monday...
d another paper is computer program and design..
u lecturers tot we very genius meh ?
summore giv us 2 paper in a day..
maths already giv us Big Headache..
summore programming..
die lo..
haihz..
sumtimes..studying engineering banyak regret lo...
i dunno y i choose diz course oso at the 1st place..
lol...
ahaha..
haihz..
sienz..today whole day juz study and study only..
gt lo..curi curi on9 and play games..
hehe..
counter strike..
and some games on facebook..
ahaha..

Only Love

Ahaha..suddenly i found dat this song...Only Love by Trademark...
very nice and meaningful..
although diz song quite old d..
erm..mayb around 2001 or 2002..
when i was form 1 or 2..
still small kid...
ahaha...but really nice..
u shud try to listen it..
if u tak ada..u can ask me send u..
hehe..seriously..
very nice..
hehe...
here r the lyric:::

Only Love - Trademark
2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

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my college life as usual lo...nt much...
but today very happy lo..
ahaha..everyone oso very happy..
so, today da life is great.
juz an hour class..
actually nt class..juz go there and sit for 2 quizes..
field theory quiz...
ahaha..
aiya..i still nt yt finish watching Moonlight Resonance..
gonna watch it now..
so many of my friends watch finish d..
haihz..me so lambat..
ahaha..gonna watch now..=)

What is LIFE ?

actually wat is life ?
life supposed to be happy , sad ,or neutral ?
you'll nvr know...
nobody got the answer...
as for different ppl got their own life..
as for me..my life always up and down..
juz like da sea wave...
sumtimes it goes so high like a tsunami wave..
but sometimes...
its goes till the very bottom...
low tide...
where my life was so miserable...
feel like wanna die..pengsan.
mayb when we grow older..
we are more sensitive to our surrounding..
coz, da year b4, i was a happy-go-lucky guy..
until...i come to disted..
i can see many things and i can feel it..
its happens to me everyday..
mayb like dat only can make me bcome more mature..
mayb la..but nt sure..
but at the same time...i m suffering too...
da impact was too strong..
as like i kena hit by 10.0 magnitude earthquake..
ahaha
stand oso cant stand properly...
izzit our life supposingly meant to be like dat ?
y cant we juz enjoy our life and passing those days with a smiling face..
my head gonna explode soon...
i had change my msn nick from DuriaN to At0M...bcoz of wanna explode..
summoer final is coming soon..next week...
den summore facing all those stupid problems..
haihz...
ahaha..while blogging..
i m downloading Moonlight Resonance episode 33...
ahaha..today ihad already downloaded 8 episodes...
so fast...ahaha...
goin to finish by tonite..
den giv to my friend tomolo morning..
ahaha..
damn nice la those drama..
final exam is coming but i m still watching drama..
i think nvm la..as long as can release stress then its ok lo..
ahaha...
can watch till cry 1..but ofcoz i din cry la..
ahaha...
but very kam tong 1..
ahaha..
after diz, i think wanna download another drama..
THE FOUr..
Raymond Lam oso inside there..
i think as 1 of the main character..
ahaha...
btw, today is da 1st day for vegetarian..
ahaha..i m in for total of 9 days..
ahaha..
hopefully during this period..i can lose weight
and bcome more more thin...
ahaha..
hope lo..
ahaha..later opposite pulak..
later bcome fatter summore..
den no eye see..
ahaha..
cham liao...i m now can feel dat i m addicted to blog liao...
ahaha...
but good oso..better doin ntg..
ahaha..as diz can save as memory oso..
ahaha..
later when old dat time..i can refer back on wat i m doin..
ahaha..okla..wanna go watch news 1st...see whether got any interesting news or not..
ahaha..=)

Suddenly...

i miss my life so much..
nt now...but last 2 years life..
when i was in melaka doin my foundation...
during dat time..my life was so so good and
i had ntg to worry about..
my life is like happy-go-lucky..
even thou its tough but i enjoy it very much...
i hav to thanx to all my friends in melaka..
especially my hsemate..
bing hung, boon ching, vincent, richard, ah sim, ah kat and last but nt least..my roomate..kee keong..


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i was so so happy dat time..
no conflicts and problems arises during those 1 year period..
although dun hav car and hav to walk to campus which took me about 15 minutes walking distance..
but..
dats was all awesome...
very peace and i m havin my great time there..
i m lovin it..
suddenly, i feel dat i wanted to go back to cyberjaya campus and continue my studies there..
i dun like study in disted anymore..
bcoz of all those problems and certain ppl's attitude..nt all ok ?
and oso nt bcoz of girl's attitude..
its basically boy's attitude..
i cant tahan them...
last time when i was in melaka..
my group was huge..
my class consisted of 65ppl if nt mistaken..
and my group was huge..
around 17ppl...
ahaha..we go makan oso can say da restaurant full wif us..
and whenever we walk...wow..
so syok..1 big group...
but 1 thing is dat i can assure you..
is..
we nvr quarrel and we nvr beh syok each other as wat i had it here in penang..
in melaka.. we help each other...
although my group got only 1 girl but da life still goes on..
on every monday and wednesday nite..we walk to pasar malam..
den friday we sit bus and go to jaya jusco..
da nearest store we can find..
we go there and buy all those needs..
den on saturday..sumtimes we went for pool or snooker and bowling and sumtimes for movie too..
but sometimes only..
nt everyweek..
can pokai..
aaha...
our life is simple and easy goin..
it was fun...if compared to penang now..
i m now staying in penang full of stress and problems..
haihz...how can i get rid of it ?
very hard..
diz morning i slept at 3am..buthen i wake up at 7am..
ahaha
den suddenly i think of wanan go back to my main campus..
as i thought of the life i had in melaka..
haihz...
if i know..
if la...
i wont come back to penang..
i will continue my studies in cyber..
but wat can i do now ?
ntg much...
i m slower then my friend 2 sems..
haihz...
regret regret..
i wan go back to cyber..
i cant take it anymore..
haihz..

wish my wish can be granted...
haihz...
now summore exam season..
Final Exam Mode Activated...

Dont Judge a Book by Its Cover..

Dont ever ever do that...
it was happen to me like about 3-5 times..
juz diz year alone..
da older i am..da more i can see da world around me..
especially those ppl surrounding me..
there many types of ppl in this world..
as i can see those ppl in my class..
there r alotz of types..
till we cant tahan...
there is a guy in my class...
at 1st, when i met him..he was so so good and helpful..
and friendly..
but, when time passes..
his attitude change..
tat was totally different from wat i can see today if compared to d 1st day i met him..
this guy got many many things which i dun like..
1 of them is "chi ko"..
yes...its chi ko..u noe y ?
he will siao siao with other girl even thou his gf is juz beside him..
and got 1 time..
his gf upset / jealous or watsoever and end up..run away from class..
diz is too much man..
at least respect ur gf..
diz issue nt only observed by me..
but my classmates oso..
today i went to library to do revision..wif my friends..
and i heard alotz of news regarding this matter..
lol...very funny..
as for me..i will nt respect those guy who nvr respect their gf..
i don giv a damn to this guy...
apa apa pun tak boleh..den wat u boleh summore ?
drive car ? ahaha...oso tak boleh..u tak ada license..
lol..summore wanna action and always talk big..
dunno who can tahan him..
dun act like tailor lar..plz la..think b4 u speak..
erm...as for today..i went to library and get alot of info about that guy and his gf..
both oso kena boycott-ed by whole class..
and now i know y and actually wat is happening..
last time i was wrong and now i know da truth and i know who is wrong and who is right..
remember....
dont judge a book by its cover...
ada udang disebalik batu..
dont ever ever..

haihz..diz few days i feel very stress and useless...
final exam iz juz around da corner..
but, i still havent done anything...
planing to study tonite..
at least 1 chapter..
if nt..i cant sleep well..
the word L.O.V.E is still running around my mind..
i dunno whether now its da time for me to think about dat..
but as wat i had mentioned on my previous post..
dat girl doesnt giv any sign..
so, i think dats all about it..
mayb i shud nt put alot of hope...
da more i put..da more i suffer when things goes haywire..
like wat i had face few months ago..
but things bcome better after few weeks...
during dat period..i can barely sleep..
i only sleep for 3-4 hours per day..
example..i sleep at 2am den wakeup around 5am..
ahaha..
gai lo..
very suffering...
da worst case is dat..
when she started to avoid me..
dat time more jia lat..
feel like wanna die..
but after few weeks den ok d..
actually..i think too much d..
bcoz our brain is too too good d...
we can think above our expectation...
ahaha...
meantime..mayb i shud juz focus on my studies..
ahaha..=)
wow..so late d..
2.09am now..
i nt gonna sleep yt...
hav to go to study again..
haihz...sad sad...

So close yt So far...

Haihz..it was so close yt so far..
and much more confusing..
izzit liking someone is so much suffering..
if like dat, i dun dare to try anymore..
all da efforts which i had put on so far..
its like disia-siakan sahaja..
no use...
its useless...
really useless...
ntg i can do..
and in return..
i juz hurt myself..
izzit worth it or ...?
i oso dunno..
damn...
L.O.V.E ?
how can i trust diz anymore..
last time i had already suffering from those trauma..
and now.......
yt another come again...
wow..
swt la..
i rather choose to be a single...
u noe la..
when there is no connection..
like wat we got in our circuit theory..
OPEN CIRCUIT...
means there is no current and voltage across the circuit..
so..
there is ntg i can do..
tepuk sebelah tangan takkan berbunyi...
i was like so so tired now..
chasing like for 8months now and still running..to chase..
but the result was nt awesome..
wat can i do now?
so far, for wat i had done..it doesnt show any result..
sumtimes da result is really bad..
and sumtimes its motivating..
ahaha...
i m tired..
if can..plz..
show me some signs of my efforts..
show me tat u take care about me oso..
and show me tat u accept me..
i dunno whether u r reading my blog or nt..
but i dun care...
i juz type wateva which i feel now..
i m so stress now..
writing in here will de-stress me..
its help alotz..
and if u r reading now..plz dont avoid or ignore me..
coz, wat i want is friendship...
i dun wan enermy..
watsoever happen oso..we will be friend forever..
i dunno y at 1st place i always protect u and take care about u...
wherever i go..i will oso think of u and buy stuff for u..
i dunno y..
everytime oso..i sked dat i will hurt u...
since da 1st time i saw u...
i already fall for u...
i dunno y..
i always ask for ur opinion...
haihz..
i nvr been like dat b4...
wat is happening..
buthen u nvr show me any sign and sometimes u juz ignore me..
haihz..
takkan u cant see wat i do for u so far..
haihz...nvm..i m ok wif it..
remember..friendship is da most important..
haihz..today i cant sleep again..
summore now is exam fever...
diz feeling was like lost for almost 2 months..
but now..its return again...
i dun like it...
it makes me stress and lost..
lost of direction..
dunno wat to do..
sit oso wrong..
stand oso wrong..
sleep oso wrong..
wat to do ?
u don even care..
u don even know me..
haihz..
normal..la..
watsoever oso..i still nid to move on with my life..
ahaha...for once..i was happy go lucky guy..
but after i bump into u..
i was like bcoming someone else..
more emo and sensitive..
every step or move u take..
i can feel it..
and its bring alotz of effects towards my life...
haihz..
y ? y? y?
haihz..
i dunno whether izit right or wrong liking u...
haihz..confused...
but i feel very happy when go out wif u..
u make my life more meaningful..
haihz...to be continue..=)

Izzit normal?

For a guy to be jealous...if
the girl they like mix wif other guy when we r nt around ?
the girl siao siao-ing with other guy when we r arond ?
the girl seems to be very happy wif other guy when we r around ?
we r nt around with the girl and let the girl wif other guy ?

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Ahaha..sometimes, makan cuka alot oso no good 1..
but the things is...
our brain who control us..we cant do anything..
sumtimes, when we dun wanna to hav to feeling...
or we dun feel like wanna makan cuka..
but...
our brain keep asking us to makan cuka..
what is happening??
i know when we makan cuka..diz means tat we really like a girl and really take care on dat girl..
and means dat we dun wan other guy to chase her away from us..
why muz we hav those feelings ??
why cant it be neutral ?
why cant we juz stop thinking and better study hard ?
but if we treat a girl nice...den watsoever oso the girl wont fall on other guy..
as long as she know how we treat her and da way we take care about her..
rite ?
so, juz let her mix wif other guy lo..
we oso got our life ma..we can mix wif other girls oso..
why nt her ? she oso got her ownlife..
takkan juz mix wif us...like dat die lo..
she oso nid friends and mix around..
cannot 24/7 mix wif us and talk wif us only..
after a long period oso boring liao..
ahaha..agree ?
now i hav to be more open minded...
i m thinking too much...
can sumbody plz advise me ?
ahaha..i really nid a counselling session..
ahaha..last time, i was like short circuit...
ahaha..but now after think and think again..den better d..
we got our life.she oso got her life..
so, we cant control much..
we actually dunit to worry dat much..
if she really love u..she will always by ur side and wont go away from u..
if la..she really dun like u..den u know lo..
izzit diz is a test ?
ahaha..if a thing is belong to u..its forever belong to u..
ahaha..correct me if i m wrong..
i m nw so confused...ahaha..=)

Food Poisoning!!

Wahlaueh..
i dun dare to eat dat chicken rice liao..
wow...whole day stomachache..
damn..really suffering..
summore vomit...few times only..nt much..
ahaha..
sumore hav to go to college..
wah..cham cham..
Haihz..diz year i sakit very banyak.
diz month already twice..
wah...very malang..suey suey..
hopefully no more sakit d..

Life is Beautiful...isn't ?

Wow...life is beautiful...isn't u guyz agree ?
but i do admit dat sumtimes dat life can turn into very ugly too..
hehe..why we say dat our life is beautiful ?
izit bcoz dat we dun face and difficulties and problems ?
for me , is YES...
for the first time i encounter diz..
no problem and happy-go-lucky daily life for da past 1 month...
and i feel very very happy about it..
i don care about wat ppl say..
coz wat ppl say around me sumtimes cannot be taken easily..as they might be wrong and unaccurate...
da most important thing is to Trust ourself...
ntg is greater than trusting our self..
as we will nt lie to ourself..
but for nw, everythings seems to be sailing smoothly...
but except for love..
haihz...

To or Not To ??

Haihz..i m lying on my bed and thinking..
to or not to..
confused + mixed feelings + blur = undecided
recently, there had been many things happen..
but i dunno wat to do..
juz lying on my bed and waiting for da time to pass...
wat to do ?
haihz..cant do anything..

HOlidaY-Less

Today was supposed to be public holiday..
but manatahu..i hav to go to college and do my lab..
damn it..
haihz...
wats up wif my lecturer..
sad sad...
i gonna spend my whole day again inside electronics lab...
haihz...
sienz..
my life is so miserable...
so many things to do and early early in the morning i hav to see all those wires and cacings...
sienz sienz..=)

Life is So UNFAIR!!

So so unfair la..
very very unfair..
while they enjoy their life...
but..
why i hav to suffer here..
i m jz a guy who stuck in between the hole..
Why they always say diz and dat which make no sense at all..
while they are doin it..
why they can do while i cannot do??
why ? why ?
izzit being closed with summore means already "pak thor-ing" ?
wth..friend oso can close close ma..
doesnt mean hav to be bf/gf den only can close close..
some childish thinking will only say dat...
last time i was stupid and juz listen wat u had said..
but now..i m nt stupid anymore..
i noe wat am i doin rite now and i do wat is best for me..
i wont do stupid things..
wat u nid to do is juz mind ur own bf la..
u got ur life..and i got my own life too..
how my life would be is my problem la..
why shud u bother??
as wat ppl said out there..
dont judge a book by its cover..
at 1st..i tot is good..
buthen after mixing for some time..u noe la..
as wat ppl said in chinese ,"ren bu ke mao siang"
haihz..
u always said got movie movie to watch liao..den summore always said u bcome tiang only..
u noe when u say it out infront of me...
really make me dunno how to do..
i don feel anything wrong ar..

Hav to Add Oil d

Wah...my final exam was like in 28 days nia...
but my brain seems like very very empty..
extremely empty..seriously..
dunno wat am i doin diz sem..
really too playful d..
haihz..kenot kenot..
hav to start add oil d..
diz sem got so many subjects..
maths,electronics,field theory,circuit theory,programing and last but nt least moral..
ahaha..6 subjects...
cham cham..
i think hav to start burn midnite oil d starting from today..
summore diz week nid to hand up 2 assignments..
wow..kena kaw kaw..
haihz..
i cant afford to fail lo..
paper very mahal...
ahaha..i think i muz stop on9 for awhile and keep studying..
mayb everyday juz update blog den study den makan den blog den study den makan
den study den sleep..
ahaha..dats da life..nono..life-less...
ahaha..=)

I Love My Life So Much

I really love my life now..
i hope it can be forever and ever..
i juz hope the clock can stop ticking now..
Everything seems to be perfect..
except for some of my college stuff..
and i dun even care now..
as i know, its nt gonna change any how..
i always jz wanted a simple and ordinary lifestyle..
i nvr ask for more..
got fish eat fish..got meat eat meat..
got wat oso eat wat..i juz wan my life sails smoothly..
now i jz look for the future and left all the past behind..
there is no point keep looking back..
ahaha..=)
continue later...

Un-Sangkar-able

Haihz..nvr tot diz could happen..
in my college and da worst..
in my life..
i nvr tot diz problem could arise in my whole life..
at 1st it was liar and betrayer which take place..
but now..haihz..
too many conflicts in my class..
how to survive le ?
i tot of wanna transfer back to cyberjaya next sem..
damn stress and suffer if i continue studying in penang..
at 1stm it was good and enjoyable..
but now..seems like so miserable..
now i believe dat true friends are hard to find..
da best friends is those where we mix together during secondary school...
they nvr make this happen to our life..
but da friends dat we mix at college cannot be trusted 100%..but only some of them are
good and can be trusted..
juz some..not all..
i m so tired of everything..
problems keep coming and coming,,
till i hav no idea of it..
very very tired..
haihz..=)

Yes!!! Last PAper..but for midterm OnLy

Wah..finally...da day i've been waited for..
for so long..since starting of the semester..
today is my last paper for my mid-term..
its programming test..
cham la..i still nt yt read finish yt..
lol..
after today..can merdeka d..
ahaha..past few weeks my life had been torturing..
everyweek oso got test..
chi cham nia..
ahaha...nw at least can enjoy lil bit..
in 14 hour time..my test gonna end..
ahaha...
it starts at 8pm and ends at 9pm..
ahaha..wish me luck ya..
ahaha..haihz..later hav to pia 1 more chapter again..
hehe..gotta go 1st.continue later..=)AHaha

2 more Paper to go...

as wat i unexpected...
i tot last week gonna be my last mid-term paper..
but..
suddenly pop up another 2 more papers..
cham lo..
i tot can enjoy and relax liao..
mana tahu..got maths and computer paper summore..
chi cham la..
ahaha..today supposed to be public holiday..
but later 8pm nid to go to college sit for da paper summore..
so tak berperikemanusian..
ahaha...although dun hav class..but..
still nid to sit for test..
cheh..i tot its PUBLIC HOLIDAY...
but good oso..at least can study at home da whole day 1st b4 sit for the test..
diz time da test damn scarry i think..
i see da way my lecturer act and da reaction on his face..
lol..hopefully can pass this paper well..
ahaha..=)
wanna go study liao..hehe..=)

Liar 'n' Betrayer

we had been mixing for few months..
till we can jokes and share our laughter among ourself...
and both of u said dat we are best friend..
but wat is happening now ?
1 of u seems to be so so moody and emo..
&
1 of u seems to be so so gila gila and behave suspiciously..
wat had actually happened ?
erm...
Liar..Liar..Liar...
although no ppl tell me..but i can feel it with my heart..
summore nid to betray me meh ?
ahaha...musuh dalam selimut..
lol..dangerous...
something could juz happen behind me..
too too dangerous...
i hav to beware..lol..
too many land mines here..
last time my class was like heaven...
now was like hell to me..
everytime go in oso nid to becareful...
once ter-touch or ter-pijak..
DIE LO
BOOM BOOM BOOM!!!!!!!!!!
AHaha..weird class...
how to survive ?
I HATE LIAR AND BETRAYER!!!
before that...everything was good and ok..
ntg much incident happen...
but now..fuiyoh...
tak sangka...
dalam sekelip mata...
WOW
apa apa pun ada..
lol...
weird rite ?

Tuesday is Public Holiday = No More Test ??

AHaha..tuesday is public holiday wor..
ahaha..juz saw it from tv news..
Our Penang Chief Minister juz declare it..
ahaha..
wow..so syok le...
meaning dat i don hav to sit for my maths test..ahaha..
good good..can relax now..hehe..
see la..i m so malas punya budak..
ahaha..once i know got holiday..i terus goyang kaki..
ahaha...
hehe..yes..hopefully dey postpone it lo..
ahaha..to next week or next next week..
ahaha..good good..hehe

Sleep-Less NitE

I cant sleep for the whole nite..
i juz golek here and there...
haihz..mayb too stress ?
i remember i sleep at 1.30am...
i wake up around 5am and it was raining..
haihz..but i can feel dat i m very tired..
why le ?
mayb minum too many teh ais..
hehe..
haihz..sleepless nite..
today summore got class..
sked later ter-sleep lo..Ahaha..

My Beloved Weekend

Haihz...i juz wasted my weekend without doing anything...
On Friday...i reach home around 10pm after finish my test..
den..after doin some stuff den sleep d..
haihz..
den on Saturday...
wake up quite late thou..
den..watch olympic till forget the time..
den went out with cousin...
erm..juz chit chat only..coz long time din meet up d..
ahaha..go green lane mc d eat den later on, go to midlands to buy my printer ink den jalan jalan..
ntg much to shop for..70% of the shop oso closed...
it was like a dead complex liao..
wow..but last time when i was form 1 - 3..it was like heaven for me..
i always went there to lepak lepak wif my friends and meet up with other friends..
den can go for bowling and snooker somemore..
but now..Haihz..everything gone..da complex like wanna chap lap d...
but all those good and great time i had during my secondary at midlands still remain fresh on my mind..
ahaha..i really miss those time..
where everyone seems to be happy-go-lucky..
ahaha..can walk in a big big group..
ahaha..so happy la..
my friends and i always lepak at midlands d den jalan kaki to gurney plaza..
wow..dat was great..
i had wonderful time during those old days...
but after that when i m form 4..seldom go there d..
coz kena grounded my parents due to my pmr result..
ahaha..padan muka me..
ahaha..den..on Sunday..
whole day juz sleep and sit at home..
doing nothing oso...sienz..
erm..until around 7 sumthing..my friend ask me go for dinner and we went to Batu Ferrighi Pasar Malam to buy sunglasses..
ahhaa..bought 1...quite chun oso..
ahaha..quite boring oso..ntg much..
btw, malaysia juz won a medal from olympic game..at least got 1 silver medal..
better than ntg rite...
hehe..
silver oso good enuf d..
cant blame Lee Chong Wei..mayb too pressure...
dont worry..we will support u...
ahaha..haihz..tomolo hav to wake up early and drive to college again..
again...
sienz...
so tired...
haihz..
later gonna do some revision on my maths..damn scarry...
sometimes, i thought of wanna change course...
coz, quite stress and suffer...
i tot i choose the wrong course...
haihz..=(

Hurray!!!!

Ahaha...later gonna be my last mid-term paper...
ahaha...but still long way to go..
its gonna start at 8pm and end at 9pm..
haihz...summore friday nite..
cant do anything..
friday nite supposed to be a good and enjoying day...
but...
hav to sit for test summore..ahaha..
swt rite..
ahaha..
da day after today..i gonna start harworking d..
ahaha..if nt can die lo..
still got many things not sure yt...
i wanna really concentrate on studies d...
dun wan think much about love stuff d..
ahaha..juz let it be...
hehe..i wanna change my daily life starting from today..
ahaha..i wanna re-do my schedule again...
ahaha..=)

Last Mid-term paper...

Ahaha...tomolo is my last mid-term paper..and i m free after that...
actually not really last paper...
still left enginnering maths midterm 2 and computer program and design paper...
and oso...lots and lots of assignment are on da way..
ahaha...
diz week is da most craziest week so far...
2 paper within 3 days..
can die lo..
somemore nt easy 1..
see da question oso..garu garu my head...
luckily my hair nt yt jatuh...
hehe...swt la..
eating chocolate = happy ??
really 1 ar ?
diz few days nt in a very good mood and lil bit sad...
but yesterday i went to tesco and bough 1 big big bar of chocolate and eat...
ahaha..after eating it...
now i feel better and can start my revision for tomolo paper
ahaha..
arghh...continue later...wanna go continue to do my revision 1st..ahhaa..

Test..Test..TEst &.....Test

haihz...i hate test and exam...
i hate i hate i hate...
coz...
need to study study study...
u know la...as u study...u nid to read alotz of books and notes
and do calculations...over and over again...
haihz...
i m last minute guy...so..everytime when test or exam coming..
i will burn midnight oil...
ahaha...
since standard 1 till now...i nvr prepare for test 1 week b4 test...ahaha...
everytime oso 1 day or 2 days b4...
ahaha...
except for SPM...coz its like a pasport to go in to any college or university...
and this will determine our future..
ahaha..
life is not easy as wat i expected...
things going up and down...
mayb today u r happy but tomolo u r sad..
as wat ppl always said...
not everyday is sunday...
ahaha..i agree...
so, plz don predict wat is gonna happen tomolo or future...
and don expect wat is goin to happen...
ahaha..coz, it will only hurt ur self...
ahaha..think wider and let it goes smoothly by itself...
life is like the water flowing in the river...
we can stop the water from flowing unless we got a big big water tank and suck
all da water to the extremly super duper big water tank...
ahaha..so, no matter wat happen oso..we cant stop it from happening...rite...
if fresh water flowing...we are happy...
if polluted water flowing inside the river..we gonna gone mad...
but either fresh or polluted water flowing...we oso cant stop..
so, wats gonna happen oso..we oso hav to just accept it..
ahaha..as wat we know...
life goes on...ahaha..there is still many fish out there..
so, we juz nid to be patient and wait for the good one pass by...
if we rush for it..its gonna turn worst and we nvr gonna had a happy ending...
ahaha...=)

College Reopen

Haihz...my holiday was officially ended today...
haihz..so sad..
summore later 11am gonna do my presentation..
haihz..sien nia....
den tomolo somemore got Electronics paper to sit
and den on Friday...Field Theory paper...
wow..so pek chek la...
so many things to do..
holiday = no holiday..
ahaha...sien nia...
haihz..summore i nt yt finish my revision on electronics..
sked dunno can pass or not..
i can feel dat i've been lazy and lazy...
hehe..i see books oso sked d..
ahaha...for the time being...
i dun wanna think about other stuff other than studies...
ahaha..make me unhappy nia..
ahaha..study 1st...think later...
still got many to choose from juz sked i dun hav money nia...
ahaha..i hv to bring back my happy-go-lucky mood back..
ahaha..nowadays too emo d..
cannot cannot..must happy happy...
ahaha..okla...to be continue..

What IF ?

da question what if...is very hard and complicated..
if we know what is goin to happen den, we wont ask this question d..
"WHAT IF?"
what if i take action b4 dat..and wat if i get along with her 1st...
wat if wat if wat if...
ahaha...
we'll nvr know...
wat if she take action first ?
wat if she dislike me ?
wat if she juz treat me as bff ?
wat if she avoid me ?
wat if she actually giv me hints ?
wat if she angry with me ?
WHAT IF ??
What if ?
ahaha...donno la...
i hate those thing happen..
why my life cant be that simple..
if it is easy goin and happy happy den good lo...
but its seem goin the other way round..
i oso confused...
i really want her but i dare not voice out..
i sked later she hates me..
so, its better to senyap senyap admire her..
hehe..
sounds like i very tak guna rite ?
if u guyz got any ideas den please teach me..i nid advise badly..
coz i dun hav much experience...
coz me always run away from problem 1..
so tak guna...
ahaha...anyway..my holiday juz left 6 hours only..
haihz...so fast..
and my 1st paper goin to in 2 days...
wow...haihz...
what if she like me but senyap senyap and act as if she ignore me ?
we'll juz wait and see..
ahaha...mayb juz let it grow naturally...
force force oso tak guna pun..hehe..
nvm, bcome friend 1st..
still alot of time..
after all there is nonit to rush..
hehe..=)

Un-sangkar-able Life

As what people always say...
we cant predict our life..
No matter how clever u r or how sensitive u r..
but we will oso nvr predict our life...
my life now is simply BORING..
haihz..everyday oso hav to study and study only..
now when i see books oso sked d..
ahaha..
btw, my holiday juz 1 day left..
ahaha...damn fast la...i nvr get to enjoy anything oso..
tak sempat do anything oso..
my life was like wave..up and down...
da graph was not so stable...
mayb i shud not involve in LOVE stuff yet..
coz sometimes its quite suffering...
things not goin smoothly as wat i had predicted..
always 1..i wonder why..
haihz..i dont understand why..
i think i shud not think about dat first..now focus on other things first..
ahaha..haihz...
sometimes, i think i m categorized under BFF and nt BF/GF...
so, tak ada chance lo...ahaha..
nvm, friend sometimes even better than being couple..
somemore i nt yt working..
ahaha..so , its better to become single..
ahaha..haihz..
today seems like got alotz of things need to be completed..
my assignment..
haihz..summore having test on tuesday..
chi cham ar..

18 signs of fallin in love

Actually those sign are quite true..ahaha..u will nvr know..

EIGHTEEN

you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute

SEVENTEEN:

You look at their profile constantly

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice

NINE:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them

SEVEN:

They're all you think about

SIX:

You get high just from their scent

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them

FOUR:

You would do anything for them!

THREE:

You blush when u hear their name

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself

BFF & BF/GF

Erm...wats da different between (Best Friend Forever) BFF & BF/GF ??
erm...i m still wondering..
most of my friends said dat bff is one step above bf/gf...
meaning dat, they are too close to one another than instead of bcoming bf/gf..
they bcome bff...erm..is this really true ??
as a summary...too fren fren d..den bcome bff..
but then hor..if we nvr get close and fren fren with our fren den..where da friendship where
can berkembang and hubungan where can rapat..
erm..i wonder how and why..
sometimes, all this matters make us confused on where we are standing..
either bff or gf/bf...
sometimes da way they treat u like their bf/gf but actually they only treat u as their bff..
erm..so its quite complicated..
as i know, many of my friends already being traped inside this matter..
erm...wat actually bff can do and donts ?
and wat actually a normal friend or gf/bf can do and don't which bff can't do ??
wow..ahaha..aku pun tak tahu..
hard to differentiate...
if u are caught under the category of bff..will u proceed to bf/gf relationship ??
ahaha..this is a hard question rite..
ahaha..

Sick 'n' still sick..

Haihz...i tot i already fully recover..
buthen haihz...still sick..
but anyway, today we went to sunway carnival for BBQ Chicken..
haihz..so dissapointed...all flavour oso finish...
left Korean Charboiler only..haihz...sad sad T.T
but no choice..hav to take oso..if nt, ntg to eat liao..
ahaha
den after jalan jalan den we go to BM...
in hokkien we called it as "Pek Kong Cheng" ...
go there pray pray and makan makan lo..
ahaha
den after that, we terus drive to St. Anne..
juz jalan jalan and visit visit..
ahaha..den go back penang lo..
wow...when on da way...
Penang Bridge damn jam...
Haihz..took me almost 30 minutes on Penang Bridge..
wow...damn tired..but its actually a happy though..
ahaha..

Falling in Love

I think i 've been falling in love into someone..
which i cant mention who is she..
i juz think la...coz everytime i see or meet her oso..
my heart will "thumpa thump..thumpa thump"
wow..izzit diz is 1 of da sign of falling in love ?
i m nt sure..but let the time prove it..
ahaha..
i hate my weakness..bcoz 1 of my weakness is, i dun dare to take action 1st..
i always let the girls take action 1st...coz u know y..i sked later tak jadi den
later kawan pun tak ada..den chi cham lo..later suffer...
so, juz let it grow naturally...
ahaha..as i m not really good in pikat-ing girls and flirting with girls..so i nt dare to take action..
ahaha..sometimes, jadi kawan pun baik juga...
and sometimes, bcoming friends are better than couple..
but sometimes ar..we juz wan more than that..
we want to be couple..but dat dream juz cant really come true..
liking someone and being like by someone juz cant happen everyday..
its like one in a million..ahaha..
how can we happen to find to like a girl and da girl happen to like us too ???
cannot wat..its really really hard rite..
so, wateva things surrouding us..we hav to appreciate it and taka good care of it..
i nvr thought of it last time when i juz dont care and aprreciate it..
but now i m grow up and know wat is da best..
sometimes, i juz regret when thinking back about my past..but wateva over is over rite..
so, i juz hav to move along with my life..
sometimes, i juz can admire her and juz stay beside her..and curi curi take care about her..
i juz cant show my love and care to her...bcoz, if she knows it..she sure will avoid me
and i juz dont want to lost a friend..
so, for wat i can do now is juz curi curi..
ahaha..biasalah...its actually quite exciting lo..
i nvr had this feeling towards someone before and this is my first time..
ahaha..to be continue..

Sick...O.o" (Part 3)

Heloo....
today i m feeling better d...
ahaha
although nt fully recover yt but i can feel dat i m 3/4 recover d..
ahaha..partly recover..but its good lo...
ahaha..no longer need to suffer d..
ahaha..today i think shud be a great day..
coz later goin out wif college friends..
ahaha..long time nvr hang out d..
den mayb go for BBQ Chicken...
ahaha..great huh ?
haihz..but so sad..my holiday juz left 3 more days only..
so sad la...
but still gt many things to be completed..
haihz..sad sad.. T.T
wow..i've been updating my blog daily since wednesday...nt bad ar..
diz is my 1st time updating my daily life and happening around me..
ahaha..update later..continue later...
=)

SicK...O.o"(Part 2)

Haihz..
today is yt juz another day where i m still sick..
Haihz..wat to do le ?
Ahaha..but today i still can go out and drive car around da city..
ahaha..great huh ?
erm...today i went out with friends..
today we went to college to renew our books..
haihz..manatahu..i kena denda RM1...
too bad...
holiday till forget d..
ahaha..
after renew the books...den we straight away go for yam cha to discuss our moral thingy..
at 1st, we plan to go New World Park Old Town...
buthen when wanna reach there..i've changed my mind..
"Lets go E-gate punya old town.."
ahaha..den i terus drive to e-gate..
ahaha..da environment there looks better..
den we reach there around 1 sumthing..
den discuss till around 3pm.. like dat..
i ordered "hot" Xi Mut Nai Cha...
ahaha..diz is da 1st time i ordered "HOT" drink...
ahaha..amazing la..
actually hot drink oso nt bad ar...
ahaha...bcome ah pek d...
ahaha...as usual our group still siao siao..
no matter wat happen...during lecturer..group studies..tengok wayang..makan..yam cha..or inside car..sure bising 1..
ahaha
summore laugh like gila 1..
ahaha..yea..dats for today outing..coz i m sick..so we went back quite early..around 3pm++
sorry ya..
but nvm, tomolo we gonna go to BBQ Chicken..
ahaha
yes..gurney here i come..
ahaha..i miss BBQ Chicken..
although i m sick..but nvm la..eat d den only see how..
ahaha.."eat 1st...see later..."
ahaha..okla..dunit say la..i m very tam chiak 1..
ahaha..hopefully i can fully recover by tomolo..ahaha..

Sick...O.o"

Haihz...wah...
sick la..wah...summore during mid-term break..
so suey ar...
haihz..i tot can enjoy kaw kaw d..
manatahu...sick pulak..
shud be i pray nt enuf..
haihz...anywhere oso cannot go...
so sad nia..
hav to sleep and sit at home whole day...
I HATE TO BE SICK!!!
especially during holiday..
diz 1 week holiday is very precious to me le...
after diz holiday, hav to go back to battle field for war...
ahaha...
today sick, but suddenly get to go to e-gate eat sushi king pulak..
ahaha
with my uncle..
good eh..
sick eh..but get to eat summore..nvm, eat d only see how..after all...oso sick d..
eat lilbit more takkan ada apa apa..
ahaha..me very tam chiak le..
ahaha..my holiday left 5 days only...
sad sad...

Happy Holiday

Wow..so syok..
now holiday d..
its actually mid term break only..
ceh...1 week only..
cant do anything oso..
haihz..but its ok la..
long time nvr hang out with all my friends d..
so, i gonna make good use of my time to meet them up..
ahaha..but today got sometime which is unexpected happens..
i juz received a letter from MMU and its surely nt a good sign..
thou, as u know..
this is da 3rd time they write to me..and everytime i hav to settle it..
very tired...
if cant solve this problem den mayb need to go back cyberjaya again..wow..
haihz..
dunno wat to do duting this holiday..
today is the 4th day of my holiday but still doin ntg..
juz sit infront of my monitor and stare at it only..
chatting and blogging..
although blogging is nt one of my favourite past time..
but no choice lo...since got nothing to do..
it better than doing nothing rite..
erm..mayb tomolo planning to go somewhere lepak lepak abit...
my kaki gatal liao..
ahaha..
buthen now summore kinda sick..
coughing like *ell..
2 days b4 dat, i was having my sorethroat...
but today..coughing pulak..
wow...very suffer la..
ahaha
btw, yesterday i had my reunion dinner with all my long lost friends...
can say around 2 months nvr meet them d..
1 of them juz come back from kulim..
ahaha..
and oso another 1 juz come back from sarawak..
very happy lo..
can hav da feeling of mixing together like form 5 dat time..
where we no nid to worry about anything..
life is juz life and life is juz so simple..
where our daily life is juz wake up, eat, play and sleep..
ntg much for us to worried thou..
and oso where we can share our jokes and laughters around..
ahaha...
haihz...wat to do now..
i m nw staying at home and wanna rotting liao...
berkulat liao...
mayb i wanna change my room feng sui and clean my room...
my room damn dusty...
ahaha..
den after that, around 2 or 3 pm...mayb i wanna bring my mum go tesco jalan jalan
den go Batu Lancang Market makan makan...
ahhaa..
i miss all the food there...
ahaha
especially da hokkien mee..
wowow
ahaha..okla..continue later..
chaoz...