Progress bt......?

erM..actually i m quite confuse lo..
during the 1st week when i come here..
she still gt msg me and ask me about my life here...
sumthing like take care bout me lo..
and summore can keep sms-ing...
and last week..we summore can masak bubur for quite long oso..
and last week i went back to penang...den..
i go find her lo..
and me and her chit chat under her hse there for about nearly 3 hours lo...
ahaha..talking crap and everything lo...
ahaha...den da next day..we went out and goto the so called new gurney drive..sumwhere at jelutong expressway there 1...
sit and chit chat at there for 1 hour like dat lo...
ahaha...summore da day b4 i wanna go back to cyber..
masak bubur for around 3 hours kua..
lol..
buthen when i back to cyber...
looks like we getting appart...
erm..looks like i getting less news from her d..
ahaha..i oso dunno y...
y le ?
i tot its a progress...bt...
quite dissapointed lo...
but on monday..i got phone her to talk abit abit lo...
den on wednesday..i sms her..buthen i can feel dat nw her msg like always wanna go to d end of the msg...
ahaha...erm..i oso dunno y..and wat shud i do...
shud i jz let her go and start a new life ?
i oso dunno...
da week b4 dat..we always got keep contacting each other...
till diz diz week and i can feel that there is boundary in between us...
ahaha...i oso dunno y...
wat did i do?
aaha...
and i was planning to go back next week...
but nw..i oso wanna think twice b4 goin back...
ahaha...
cz nw i oso can feel dat she like wanna avoid me..
erm..so, there is no point for me to go back lo...
better stay @ cyberjaya..
if i go back..surely sad case 1..
ahaha...
i dunno wat to do and dunno wat is happening..
got people backstab me @ DisTED ?
i'll nvr know...
coz u knw la...so many stuff can happen in Disted itself...
ahaha..i already kena and tengok many stuff...
so..its possible lo..
ahaha...
dunno lo..
diz week i juz feel very weird lo..
like being kena avoid only...
i dont wanna think much of it liao..
quite sad....
haihz...
perhaps i shud jz start a new life ?
coz its meaningless..if i keep goin like dat..
its like the farmer the one who always watering the plants..and the plants itself jz keep drink my water only..and i m the one who jaga and the plants itself jz stand there and waiting for the farmer to water the plant..erm..like no respond 1...
ahaha...tak tahu lo..susah ni...ahaha..