Finally....Cyberjaya...but...Haihz...

erM..i dunno whether shud i be happy 'o' sad oo...
haihz..i juz received a call from MMU and...
dey said dat my application is successful..
and yt..i do feel happy and sad..
mixed feeling..
i m happy bcoz i will no longer nid to see those 2 faces anymore..
both of them are so problematic...
haihz...cant bother them much...
they caused too many troubles d...
till now..i still nt yt let anyone knw except few of them..
which i m closed to..
haihz...
so so fast..
too rush d...
suddenly go there...
haihz..
actually...i m really sad la...
but dunno how le..
haihz..
i cant tell my parents dat i dun wan to go...
coz..MMU already approve d...
later i reject d..den later dey will nt entertain me d..
den haihz and haihz d...
haihz...
i already wasted half year goyang kakizz...last year...
and now..i dun wanna waste any more time..
ahaha...
time is precious to me..
haihz...
AND...i m SAD bcoz....
i hav to leave someone behind back in Penang...
haihz..
till now..i was quite close to her...
i really dun wan to let her go lo...
coz, during this holiday..
can say most of the day i went out with her..
haihz...
hiking...movie..shopping...eating...
haihz...but nw...haihz...
i knw she is sad...but haihz..
i m juz useless..i cant do anything lo..
mayb i will ask her out for a drink or dinner tomolo nite..
b4 i go to cyberjaya...
i dunno la..
but jz nw..i can feel dat she is so sad and sorrow...
she juz keep quiet all da way from bayan lepas till her house..
erm...i dun dare to interrupt her..
let her calm down and let her relax..
haihz...
den jz now..
i gav her 2 BIG APPLE donuts...
shud be ok kua...
ahaha...coz she looks so down and sad..
den i giv her..so mayb can make her happy abit..
i dunno whether wat am i doin is correct or nt..
haihz...
diz is da most sad cases for me...
so close yt so far...
but..during diz few weeks..
i really appreciate it..
i really love all da time being beside her...
dunno la..
i really take good care of her...
haihz...
i juz wish dat i can come back on every friday and ask her go for yam cha...
haihz..
i love her but yt dun dare to ask her sumthing sumthing..
ahem* u knw la*...ahaha...
haihz...
coz nowadays she seldom sms and answering call d..
ahaha...
and summore i dunno whether she will hate me boh...
coz i juz left her like dat..
haihz..
i feel so so sad la..
coz as u knw..
my class was seperated into 2 groups...
ahaha..
group A and B...
group A was a bigger group
and group B was a smaller group..minority...
den me and her is neutral..
in between Group A and B..
haihz...den i dunno wat will happen to her if i left penang...
she actually quite susah to adapt to those situation lo..
haihz...
coz juz nw..when i ask her...," do u think tat it is too rush for me to go back?"
den she said, "yalor..so rush..next sem only go back cannot meh.."
ahaha..shud be like dat..
ahaha...
i dunno wat will she think la...
but nw i really cant let go her...
mayb i shud come back on every friday...
ahaha...
and now...
my biggest problem is dat...
i dunno how to inform my classmates dat i m goin back to cyberjaya liao..
haihz...hard hard...
i dunno how to inform them...
haihz..
dunno how will they react upon i inform them..
ahaha...
shock ? angry ? laugh ?
ahaha...up to them lo...
ahaha..
i cant do anything...
ahaha...den..
if diz sunday i go there...
my friend will fetch me from pudu...
ahaha..so nice rite..
good to hav those good friends...
ahaha...
my ex-coursemate..
ahaha...
dats da my life in Disted..
good and bad memories..
ahaha...will blog more on next entry...
ahaha...i wanna sleep d...
ahaha...bye bye..
to be continue...