Thursday, October 16, 2008

Stop & Stare...

I gotta stop wateva i m doin nw..
lol...den see how..
lol..haiya..
later summore got class...
extra class..
12-2pm..
haihz..cheh..tot dunit go d...
haihz..so lazy...
erm...btw, i feel dat she already gt bf d..
hehe...from wat i can see..
hehe..so for nw, i juz can stop and stare..
ahaha..
i m nw watak sampingan...
hehe...a.k.a. kelefeh...
why i m always out and lose 1...
ahaha..
d luck is nt on my side..
ahaha..
nvm, anyway..
i oso did ntg..
mayb being friend is better..
ahaha..
i nvr confess or propose..to her..
ahaha..i sked till gila..
ahaha..
nvm, at least nw i m getting closer to her..
but as friend kua..
hehe..dun wanna kacau her d..
since i think she already had 1 d..
ahaha..
i m jz a loser..
ahaha..
and yes...da day after tomolo..i m gonna enjoy my life d...
ahaha..tomolo is my last paper..
wah...so suffering le..
ahaha..
i gonna take this 3 weeks to resurface my self...
ahaha..
if nt, gonna berkulat...
i already plan everything for my holiday..
i)Goin to KL find EeMing and jalan jalan..stay at his appartment..mayb 2-3 days..den go makan and shopping..
ii)and mayb goin Langkawi wif my uncle..
hehe...
hav to do sumthing le..if nt really berkulat...
ahaha...
i nid to get a new life..new environment..
coz for da past 4 months..i've been suffering and facing many problems..
and diz make myself better..
i've learn alot and experiencing many things..
ahaha..mayb bcoming more mature ?
ahaha..dun laugh okk...
hehe..
once kena...forever in ur mind..
once bitten twice shy..
i m nw knw how was da feeling like when we r in dilemma...
hehe...
and oso..being avoided..
ahaha..even though all those kena temporaly only..
but da impact is very deep..
deep impact on me..
ahaha..
diz affected my life alot..
and nw i only realize tat love is blind and complicated..
no matter how hard we put our efforts in..
cannot is cannot..
cant be forced...
hehe..
but sumtimes when da oppotunity come..we nvr appreciate it and we lose..
lol..
last time i was play play and nt believe in love...
but nw..i greatly appreciate it..
ahaha...
i've learn my lesson..
ahaha..
never ever play with it..
hehe...
mayb coming back to penang for 2 semester is juz for me to learning all those stuff and adapt my self to a new environment..
ahaha..
hehe...i've gone though...
hehe..believe me..its horrible..
suffering..tortuting..hurting..
ahaha..but its actually a great experience...
hehe...=)
i m a man nw..
ahaha..

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