there is a test on tomolo nite and yt i still knw ntg..
not to say i dunno anything..but jz feel tat the knowledge i acquired is nt enuf..and the main thing is......
i m lost again becoz i'm nt sure whether i've made a right move or not..sometimes i did feel better..but after a moment..i think there is sumthing wrong..
we no longer hav the same frequency and therefore..it's like kinda awkward..
mayb diz goes the same for her oso..
i feel like as if there is barriers in between us..
i jz feel tat there is ntg much topic we can talk..
whenever i started a conversation..it is as if i m forced to find a topic to talk to..
i jz wonder why cant the topics jz storm in by it self..
why i need to force my self to find a topic..
and sumtimes, it is so obvious that the topic is like so meaning-less and lame..
and shows that i purposely find a topic although i dun hav any topic..
and this again placed me in a position of awkwardness...
i jz dun wan to spoil our friendship
ofcoz i m happy when i saw her..
but still, there is something not right..
this is wat i felt from my instinct..
but somehow, yt i dunno how to solve diz problem..
mayb i shud think less..and try not to bother about it..
but can i ?
been keep asking my self since last time till now..
how i wish i can..haihz..
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