Am I too Emo ?

Haihz...
some of my good friends saying tat i m too emo and think too much..
all of them ask me to relax and calm down..
dont think too much and juz let it be..
ahaha...
i jz realize dat i bcome more emo since i start studying @ disted...
ahaha...
dunno oso...
b4 dat, i was so happy-go-lucky...
till last week..my family members keep asking on why i m always look sad...
and they said i m nt the usual DuriaN which i used to be...
ahaha...
dat last time durian always can laugh and joke alotz 1...
ahaha..nvr ever sad 1...
ahaha...
den...during the trip to cyberjaya...
on the way dat time..
i was thinking...
perhaps...i shud jz change back and bcome who i used to be...
da real DuriaN...
ahaha...
coz nw..i rarely can chit chat much...
erm...i always sad sad and sad only...
haihz...
actually i already did all my best and provide wateva i can to her..
haihz..but dunno...
i cant do anything now...
but one thing for sure..
i wanna know wat did i did wrong...
haihz...
mayb i shud change to da last time DuriaN...
ahaha...