Did i ?

Did i choose the correct path ?
Is Engineering really my choice ?
Will i be happy in the future ?
Can i really be a good engineer after i graduate ?
or did i just torturing my self to enrol into diz course?
First of all…
I’m good at nothing…
I dislike programming
Not that good in maths
Hate to write report
Very poor in memorizing formulas
Not hardworking
Too playful
LoL…this is wat i can think of..
As u can see, i didn’t fulfil the requirement..
ahaha…den y engineering ?
izit bcoz….
the title “engineer” sounds nice?
or..
just follow ppl’s footstep ?
or..
being forced to study ?
or…
………………………………
I still cant find the “why”….
not that i want to give up..
i just need to find my “why”..
there’s sure a purpose for doing something..
if without it..we r going nowhere…and lost…
as if we’re lost inside the jungle..
we have to find the direction in order to get out from the jungle..
the “why” is like the direction..compass…
how can a sailor or pilot travel without direction ?
they gonna lost and going to nowhere..
this same goes to me..
and i m still wondering…
maybe sooner or later..i will get the answer..

Stress test

lol….
gone thru diz test for the past few days..
wow..i jz realize dat i cant do anything right when i was under stress..
lol…keep doin mistake and can concentrate much..
after this few days of stress test..
i realize that, i tend to sleep more than normal days..
and ofcoz..i eat more too..
i get hungry easily…my mind is keep thinking of food..
food..fooood…foooooddd…
and oso..i will keep sweating during my sleep..
i dunno y…but i think it is bcoz my brain is still worried about other things when i was sleeping..
stress is my biggest enemy..
i dun like to talk much ,laugh, chatting , play or go out when i was under stress.. i jz dunno y..like not in the mood to do so..
no matter how funny is the topic or how interesting is the topic..
i will never ever join the conversation..
stress really not my friend…
for now, i jz nid to release my stress..
playing games ? watching drama ? talking ? chatting ? blogging ? listen to songs ?
last time i jz knw how to ask ppl not to stress..
but now, i m the one who is stress..
now, i only knw that we are not the one who control to either to stress or not..
there is still alot of things which i havent learn
its 6am now..and yet i still couldn’t close my eyes and sleep
just wish to have a better life other than keep study everyday
but i can’t ask for more
that’s it

My head is Pecah-inG

What is happening ?
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Assignments are good enough to turn me mad..but..
here comes another problem..
haihzzzzz..
what i can do now is sleep and worry less things
Feel like wanna bang my head into the wall
So many things happened at the same time
Just keep quiet and pretend as if it does not happen ?
or straight to the point ?
I really LOL-ed of what is happening to me..
Being accused of what i didn’t do..and i don’t know of what I being accused for..LOL
Why am I being so bad luck nowadays ?
phone rosak...being scold..being say..and now???..dunno wat to say…pek chek la…
what a wonderful semester…

AddicTed t0 g0 LibraRy...so suddenly...

Haha..today i was in library for at least 5 hours...
for doin tutorial and studying..
ahaha..
so suddenly 1...
i was so addicted to go to library liao..nowadays...
ahaha...
but its more effective if compared to the one in Disted..
dunno y..mayb da surrounding and da environment..
ahaha...mayb hor ?
erm..den there summore got senior who can guide me..
ahaha...
actually i was nt alone there..
i gt some of my ex-classmates with me..
so tat wont tat boring..
ahaha...
today i really super gila...
i did tutorial 1 and 2 for digital and logic design..siap semua..ahaha...
gila 1..ahaha..
i m nw in cyber super gila d...
ahaha...
erm..can feel like more hardworking d..
ahaha...
if compared to last time in penang..
ahaha...
erm..dunno y oso..
ahaha...
although my mid-term is on week 5 and nw only da 2nd week..
but i already finish doin revision..
ahaha...
gila betul..agree tak ?
ahaha...
erm..i was planning to stay at library after my class everyday...
ahaha..mayb till 8 or 9pm..den go makan den come back and on9 and sleep..
ahaha...great idea leh...
ahaha...summore can save money and bcome more pandai..
ahaha..
if i din goto library...
i think i will jz sit at home and on9 only..
and doin ntg...
and juz goyang kakizz...only..
ahaha...
diz sem i really hav to pia d..
cannot be like last time...always goyang kaki only...
ahaha...hehe...
hopefully my dream will come true lo..ahaha..