and now i understand why

there’s just too many stuff to worried about..
what things may come on the following day brings so much troubles..
our life is full with enjoyment because of the troubles that never ending..
keep worrying ‘n’ worrying ‘n’ worrying…(never ending)
what things can actually makes us not to worry ?
nono…shud be..what things can actually makes us not to worry that much ?

Stress test

lol….
gone thru diz test for the past few days..
wow..i jz realize dat i cant do anything right when i was under stress..
lol…keep doin mistake and can concentrate much..
after this few days of stress test..
i realize that, i tend to sleep more than normal days..
and ofcoz..i eat more too..
i get hungry easily…my mind is keep thinking of food..
food..fooood…foooooddd…
and oso..i will keep sweating during my sleep..
i dunno y…but i think it is bcoz my brain is still worried about other things when i was sleeping..
stress is my biggest enemy..
i dun like to talk much ,laugh, chatting , play or go out when i was under stress.. i jz dunno y..like not in the mood to do so..
no matter how funny is the topic or how interesting is the topic..
i will never ever join the conversation..
stress really not my friend…
for now, i jz nid to release my stress..
playing games ? watching drama ? talking ? chatting ? blogging ? listen to songs ?
last time i jz knw how to ask ppl not to stress..
but now, i m the one who is stress..
now, i only knw that we are not the one who control to either to stress or not..
there is still alot of things which i havent learn
its 6am now..and yet i still couldn’t close my eyes and sleep
just wish to have a better life other than keep study everyday
but i can’t ask for more
that’s it

My head is Pecah-inG

What is happening ?
What is happening ?
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Assignments are good enough to turn me mad..but..
here comes another problem..
haihzzzzz..
what i can do now is sleep and worry less things
Feel like wanna bang my head into the wall
So many things happened at the same time
Just keep quiet and pretend as if it does not happen ?
or straight to the point ?
I really LOL-ed of what is happening to me..
Being accused of what i didn’t do..and i don’t know of what I being accused for..LOL
Why am I being so bad luck nowadays ?
phone rosak...being scold..being say..and now???..dunno wat to say…pek chek la…
what a wonderful semester…

stuck again..really stuck..

and diz time is on my studies..
so many things to do within diz week..
and wat worried me the most is my in-lab assignment
which is going to be held on next monday
buthen i still couldn't digest the notes given by the lecturers
coz i m nt a genius..i nid time..
and concentration..

why ? why ? why ?
why i always stuck at sumthing which i dun like ?
stuck here and there..