Showing posts with label disappointed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label disappointed. Show all posts

Thursday, September 16, 2010

War Drums…4 more days

just 4 more days to go..
and I m heading for my most important war in my life..
at least for now..
I have to be hardworking and positive thinking thru the whole process..
and in 2 more weeks time..I can enjoy my holiday…….peacefully…
although I m not doing that well in one my subject…but still..
I have to think towards the positive way…
I cannot simply let my self down…
there is still plenty of hope…n…chance…
I will not be distracted by whateva stuff…again..

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what I need is….
Study! Study! & Study!
but..is that possible ?
I really need some buff for this time final..
how I wish that I can multitasking….but..I cant…
this is proven during my assignment’s week…
put all my efforts in one of the assignment…
but I failed to complete another assignment
that was I regret-ed the most when I saw my marks few days ago..
but…there is nothing to regret d…as its already over…
actually, I was stunned when I saw the coursework marks…
just because of the assignment itself…my marks was being dragged from top to bottom…
why ? why ? why ?
at first, I jz had to work hard for the paper itself…
but now, I nid to work super super hard…harder..for that paper..
omg…haihz….super disappointed…
as usual…procrastinate kills me..
not once..but many many times…
again and again…
I’ll never change…forever and ever…
truth revealed..I’m nobody…but me…lazy me..

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Down..Down..Down…Down..Down..

My dream of getting new phone..a better one..was totally a DISASTER
Instead of getting to buy a new phone..i was scolded by my mum..
It totally ruin my day..my mood..and my life..
till I’m now not in the mood of getting a new phone d..
will be temporarily using my housemate’s phone
Izzit that hard to buy me a new phone ?
Not dat i change my phone frequently..and after all..i’ve been using those old and ‘not’ good looking-classic phone for more than 3 years
but anyway..i didn’t complaint much..
No matter wat oso..she is still my mum..
haihz..but diz really makes me down..
there is still tons of work waiting for me..
but really..really disappointed…
I’m so down + depressed + stress..
suddenly feel like dunno wat to do..
dont feel like wanna talk..online..chatting..laughing..smiling..
I just feel like wanna sleep..
Haaaiiihhhhhzzzzzz………
when i first take a glance at the phone..
i already fall in love with it..
but suddenly being REJECTED by mum..
it is as if u are getting married..but suddenly..the parents reject it..
Ahahaha...
my dream will never come true unless i buy it with my own money..
so..hav to start saving d..i know its too late for me start doing it..but at least there is still some hope..
The hope is there..now just depends on me..
No matter what, i will still go for it..
=)