Wooohoooo...Apa Khabar P e n a n G ?

after nearly one month of waiting...and
spending nearly whole day travelling in the bus..
i m nw finally can feel and smell the polluted yet nice PenanG air..
nt only smell and feel..but get to eat all those foods..
but...
i must not eat too much..
but..
when comes to food..i can hardly control my intake..
i eat wateva i see and i dun care wateva it is..
as long as it is delicious and can be consumed..
ahaha..

btw,Chinese New Year is jz around the corner..scarry
4 more days to go..

One More Week..and its CNY

i cant believe it..
jz 1 more week to go..
time really flies...
and oso..we r getting older..
and tomolo gonna be 4th week of my new sem..
dat's fast..
and i still dunno wat i m studying..
lol..
my daily routine is keep repeating it self everyday
wake up > class > lunch > class > play > drama > dinner > drama > sleep
lol..dat "revision" nvr appear inside my daily routine..
it have been replaced with watching drama..
ahaha..
drama is still always my 1st priority..
revision is always the last one..
ahaha

Sleep-less nite again..=)

omg..it strikes again..

but this time i cant sleep nt bcoz of something that bothering me..

but too happy..i m happy..but dunno y i m happy..

weird case..i keep smiling whenever i try to sleep..

or izit mayb bcoz i’m goin to malacca tomolo ?

but tomolo got ntg special..

dunno y..mayb sumthing great goin to happen tomolo ?

ahaha..you’ll nvr know..

i’ll try to sleep again..

nid to get some sleep…if nt tomolo gonna become zombie all day long..

ahaha =)

CNY mood activated

woohoo..
jz finished one of my test..
which is the one and only paper i have b4 CNY..
now..jz looking forward toward CNY only..
memang tak ada mood towards studies d..
lost focus on study for temporary..
erm..
thinking of eating nice nice Penang food..
and oso not forgetting..our all time favourite...ANG POW..
ANG POW = MONEY = CAN BUY STUFF
ahaha...
erm..9 more days to go...

Lost

i m lost..lost in nowhere..
there is a test on tomolo nite and yt i still knw ntg..

not to say i dunno anything..but jz feel tat the knowledge i acquired is nt enuf..and the main thing is......

i m lost again becoz i'm nt sure whether i've made a right move or not..
sometimes i did feel better..but after a moment..i think there is sumthing wrong..
we no longer hav the same frequency and therefore..it's like kinda awkward..
mayb diz goes the same for her oso..
i feel like as if there is barriers in between us..
i jz feel tat there is ntg much topic we can talk..
whenever i started a conversation..it is as if i m forced to find a topic to talk to..
i jz wonder why cant the topics jz storm in by it self..
why i need to force my self to find a topic..
and sumtimes, it is so obvious that the topic is like so meaning-less and lame..
and shows that i purposely find a topic although i dun hav any topic..
and this again placed me in a position of awkwardness...
i jz dun wan to spoil our friendship
ofcoz i m happy when i saw her..
but still, there is something not right..
this is wat i felt from my instinct..
but somehow, yt i dunno how to solve diz problem..
mayb i shud think less..and try not to bother about it..
but can i ?
been keep asking my self since last time till now..
how i wish i can..haihz..

Januari

January ends..here comes February..another 28 days to go till March..

Bye Bye January..Welcome February

I was on holiday during end of December till starting of January..
but guess wat ?
February is coming soon...
there is too many events in the month of February..
CNY...Valantine's Day..and oso not forgetting my midterm test..which i hate it so much..
suprisingly, both CNY and Valentine's day fall on the same day..
so, as for those who are married and currently not-available..
they gonna be super-duper busy on the day..ahaha..
morning & afternoon go collect ang pow den at night go candle light dinner..ahaha
but, as for me..i jz have to celebrate CNY only..ahaha..
save time + money + a good rest..
although last year i did celebrate it with all my male friends..
ahaha..can consider as single's celebration..
dats da only celebration for us who r still single..
we end up celebrate it at "The Waterlily" @ Bandar Puteri , Puchong..
not a bad meal after all..
but there is something very odd..
every table oso consisted of couples..but our table is full of guys..
ahaha..wat to do..
but this year..still dunno where to celebrate our so-called guy's-only party..
ahaha..mayb spending time on playing cards is the best..
i missed those "chor dai dee" very much..
long time didnt play..
especially playing non-stop from nite till morning and from morning till nite..
ahaha..

280108

2 years oredi...
when i first stepped into disted..
and my life started to change..
after all..it brings both good and bad memories
how i wish i could turn back the time..
and do wat i m supposed to do..

A "GOOD" start for year 2010 ?

good start ?? nah...
it rather a very bad year..
nt really a good start..
year 2009 is far better than 2010..
this week is jz my 2nd week in sai-ber..
but its full with dilemma...
so, its not a good start after all..
there is all kinds of obstacle i hav to face everyday..
its getting ugly and ugly...
life is much more better back in year 2009..
where i dunit to worry about any single things..
but now...whenever i wake up from my bed...
the WH- questions keep running through my mind..
m i goin to be haunted by my past..forever in my life ?
today is the worst day after all...
i really give up...
it is not dat as if i didnt put any efforts or courage...
but its really really getting out of my mind...
now i really believe that those advise i got from my friends back in Penang was indeed really true..
wat is urs..is urs..no matter how long or how far is it..
and wateva is nt meant for u...no matter how hard u tried...it oso wont appear to be urs..
wat may come after diz might be harmful...and more harmful..
as for now...today..25/1/2010...
i really giv up on it...100%....
it is really tiring for me to catch up...
there was up and down within diz 2 years..
and now...the most most important things that i've got throughoutthese years is...LESSONS...
Seeing is Believing...
its really true...
but after all..diz is jz part of our life..we still hav to continue with the remaining parts of our life...
new episodes of our life is goin to start soon...anytime and anywhere..
you'll never know!!

3 weeks + 1 day

time really flies..
luckily..still left approximately 22days for me to lose 10kgs..
hopefully i can make it..if cannot lose 10kgs oso nvm..
at least i will hav a healthy life..
i try my best to avoid any chicken or oily food in my daily meal..
and oso..try to avoid from taking rice for dinner..no more heavy dinner..jz a light dinner will do..
and last but not least...exercise!!
till nw i still dunno whether did i lose any weight or did i gain any weight..
ahaha..still unknown..
nvm, lets wait and see the result..

Horror-scope

before diz, i nt really bliv in horoscope..
but, after today, i started to bliv in horoscope..
all the horoscope readings for diz week was like so so true..
i couldnt believe of wat i read..


especially the "time" and the "mood"..
indeed i was moody throughout the whole day..
and oso not forgetting about the summary..
its was so so so true..u wont believe it..
diz whole week,i've been following closely to the horoscope..
supprisingly it was really true..
i jz sked that it might turn into horro-scope...
since starting of diz new sem, i was not really in the mood..
dunno y..
i got a mixed-feelings...
i keep telling myself to do the right thing..and not to step into that hole again..
but seems like, i didn't do the right thing..
things were fine till nw..jz dat the "feelings" is not right..
i already try my best..
but sometimes, i jz couldn't believe and take it of wat i see..
its really terrible...
although i manage to control myself from outside..
but..its really pain from the inside..
no one will understand the pain..
i jz want it to be the way it used to be..
the more i think of it..the more i suffer..
i think its jz a normal cycle of one life...

Today in Penang..Tomolo in Cyber

Time really flies…

fast and furious…

nw hav to wait 1 more month till the next holiday..CNY holiday

but 2 days only..haihz..

but i’m gonna ponteng class..ahaha..

once a year only le..i think most the students oso sure ponteng 1..

where got mood to go to class on 3rd day of CNY wor ?

sure ponteng la..but, i hope the lecturers dont sengaja hav a midterm test on that week..

i gonna kill u if u do so..

ahaha..hav to start pray from nw..

hopefully all the midterm is held b4 the CNY or far far away from CNY..

fuuuhhhh…goin back to my home “sweet” home soon..

money money money..

nowadays, wanna earn money oso hard..
susah cari makan...and now i've been challenged by my sis..
she said, if i manage to lost 10kgs in 1 month time..she will giv me rewards..
in term of cash..rm100 for every 1kg..(only applicable if i manage to shed away 10kgs..)!!!=.=
swt swt swt swt swt swt
lol..i dun think i can manage to accomplish diz mission..
coz..i eat wat i see..and i eat wateva is free..
and i dun giv any chance to those delicious food..
erm..but anyway..i gonna try my best..jz try my best..
erm..i keep gaining weight since i step into uni..
during foundation..i was around 70-72kgs..
but..upon completion of my foundation..my weight fly to 82-85kgs..
lol...man..10-13kgs......
and now, after 1 year of studies in cyber..i gain my weight again to 91kgs..
no one will believe me..lol
everyone is getting thiner and thiner..but, i m getting fatter and fatter...
ahaha...from wat i've heard..whenever ppl went to uni..sure lose weight...but me gaining weight ?
erm..how to lose weight wor ? stop eating mamak food ? no more supper ? no more goreng goreng ? no more tibbits ? eat oat ? drink water when hungry ? sleep when hungry ?
go jogging everyday ? swimming ?
lol...sakit kepala..
i will be very happy if i can manage to do it...but ofcoz nid to put alots of efforts in it..
mayb i shud start my "Ops Kurus" starting from Monday..
ahaha..to those in cyberjaya..feel free to ajak me go jogging...ahaha
mayb i gonna update it everyday..
hopefully can success...
go go go

Thr33 more days…

3 more days left…or equivalent to 72 hours..

and i m back to Sai-ber for new sem…

3 weeks of holiday so fast over..

diz year no more short sem…all oso 3 long semester..

all bcoz of the “genius” admin...swt swt..

haihz…

i had been moved to cyber for 3 semester d..

2 long sem and 1 short sem…or equivalent to 1 year..

so so fast..as if yesterday i jz finished my foundation course..

back to school soon…and back to land of mushroom soon…

where everyday oso eat nasi goreng kampung / kunyit / thai / ayam / daging…all types of nasi goreng…omg…

help-less

i m nt there when..

i cant do anything when…

i feel very useless when….

she nid any help…

guiltiness + sad = me

what shud i do ?

what i can do nw is jz giving advise and calm her down..

but i feel like it wont help much..haihz..

why study ? why not play ?

erm..again and again and again..

why do we nid to study ?

izzit jz bcoz we want to get our so-called “cert” as a passport for our future life ?

or..izzit bcoz of our interest ?

even nowadays..ppl who cuci tandas oso one of the degree holder..

who knows ?

the world is getting more and more competitive..

the population is getting more and more..

and oso..there is more and more of undergraduates from day by day

but will the vacancy getting more and more ?

even though we graduate with flying colour..

but, that doesnt mean that we surely getting a job..

haihz..life is so boring..

everyday keep study and study…

study..sleep..eat..study..sleep eat..

after getting a job..

wake up..working..eat..working..sleep..wake up..working..

our life jz keep repeating and repeating..doin the same routine every day..

during primary school..we are afraid of test , exam and UPSR..

during secondary school..we are afraid of test, exam and as well as PMR and SPM..

we r so so afraid that we couldn’t score well in every test or paper..

remember!! its COULDNT SCORE well…

but now..we are afraid that we COULDNT PASS our subjects..

thats the big different..

SCORE and PASS!!!

why do we always sked on sumthing ?

from primary till nw..we jz sked of our results,,

till when can we free from all those things ?

as u can see..when we r working..

we sure takut of our BOSS again…

u see…SKED again..

sometimes, our life is jz so miserable..

Back to School Soon

after MIA for so long..

i m nw back to blog again..

was quite busy for the past few weeks..

not really had a good rest..

and oso seldom online..

and oso..din really touch my pc

but guess wat? my holiday gonna end soon..

diz week is the last week of my holiday..

erm..wat did i do during holoiday ?

ntg much actually..other than makan..

and oso..i m getting older..

was expecting something new when school start..

life not gonna be the same again..

there’s gonna be abit of sweet-sour-bitter..

erm..new year & new resolution huh ?

but i havent thought of anything yet..

i jz hope for a happy and normal daily life..

erm..gonna continue with my TVB drama..

gonna blog again when i m free..

Happiest day ever...

this is my 1st post for the year 2010..
yet..i m so happy today..
cant describe it...
too happy d..
ahaha

Merry X'mas...belated one..

Merry X'mas...
HoHoHoOooo..
sry..abit late...hehe
diz few days dun really hav enuf time to blog here..
even my sleeping time oso cut from 10 hours to 3 hours only..
lol..
was wandering around the KL for the past few days since 24th of December..
went to few places..
some might be interesting and vice versa..
walk here and there till my legs wanna patah liao..
even my money oso keep flying away..
the expenses for 4 days trip of loafing around KL and X'mas celebration is like equal to my monthly wang saku...
haihz...
i m nw officially broke....
but at least diz year x'mas celebration is different..totally different..
ahaha..
super duper sleepy now..

to be continued...

Wanna release ur stressssss ????

having exams ? assignments ? and lots of tons of work to do ?

NO PROBLEM...
i jz found 2 new facebook games..
The Flying Dog & La-Momie
quite interesting after all..
one of them required u to throw ur mummy..
its da one in egypt..not ur mummy..
and the other one is throw ur dog..
both game oso challenge u on how far u can throw..
ofcoz, the greater the distance den its good..
as for mummy..jz make sure u touch the snake den ur mummy will bounce again..
and for the dog..u jz nid to fall down on the frog..and it will bounce again..
basically..both oso having same concept..
u jz nid as much luck as u can with u..
ahaha..make sure u guyz try it..
belum cuba belum tahu..
sudah cuba hari hari mahu...
ahaha..
here is some of the screenshots on how it looks like..


The Flying Dog Main Page
As u can see,there is an elephant..so,u nid to use the trunk and hit the dog as fast as possible with ur mouse
Wee....the dog is flying..
Dog: I am King of the World..

This is how it looks like for La Momie
so, basically, u jz nid to drag the mummy and throw it.
haha..there is the snake which will giv u a better bounce..and then break the record...

Hav fun and enjoy..
This might be boring after some time..
but it is good to try when u r bored..
btw, good luck and all the best to all my friends who are having their final exam..

~Joie De Vivre~

Its time to make decision

i had made some decision few weeks ago..
and i wonder whether did i make a wise decision..
there's gonna be alots of changes if this decision comes true..
its like a whole new world to me..
it might be good and it might be bad..
all my dreams might jz fade away..
leave no shadows behind..
every nite b4 i close my eyes..
i keep thinking...
what will be the wise decision..
A or B ??
ofcoz i cannot choose both together at the same time..
thinking..thinking..thinking and still thinking..

Sleep-less nite

shhh...cant sleep...

the weather is freaking hot and damn alotz of mosquitoes..

plz..i wan to sleep...later i nid to wake up at 9am for subject registration..

even the living room now is cooler than my room..plus no mosquito..

diz mosquito sudah melebih-lebih ni..

u suck my blood enough la..but y make me itchy pulak..

1 stone kill 2 birds...ahaha

Scouting life..

I miss my scouting life..
it was like about 4 years d..since the last time i involved in scouting..
scouting life is nvr boring..it was so enjoying and i had alotz of fun..
nvr regret it..
during my secondary school..i nearly join PBSM (red cresent)
i still remember that during the 1st day of Hari Kokurikulum..8 years ago...back in 2001..
it was on Saturday..
dat time i was walking alone around the school..
tat time i still dont hav any idea on which uniform body i wan to join..
den, i bumped into my friends..all of them PBSM..
chit-chat with them for awhile..and they keep on asking me to join them..
but end up i didnt..even though they persuaded me to join..but i do take the registration form from them..
i dunno y i didnt join PBSM..
den nvm..i proceed my journey to the school canteen..
when i reach the canteen..i bumped into another group of friends..
those group of friends joined scout..
den..as usual...sembang sembang with them...
after that, they ask me go and hav a visit to Scout Den..
den, i ma follow them..
wahlaueh..there is so many ppl inside the scout den..
die liao la diz time..hard to escape d..
those senior den come and talk to me and keep asking me to join scout..
at 1st, i reject...
buthen after sometime, den i oso join..since all my friends oso there...
since then...i alwayz ponteng every scout meeting..
so-called member mati..ahaha..nvr wujud 1..
but...i got attend the training camp during end of November 2001..
i started to go for meetings after the camp..
since then...started to active till form 5 d...
even study oso not so rajin..
afterall, the best part of camping is "Night Journey"..
ahaha..y ? i oso dunno y..but i can feel that, during that journey..it was like so fun..
walking in a group of 5-10 den explorer all the roads in the middle of the night..
besides camping...there is also gathering and campfire..
woohoo...i bet gathering and campfire is sorta heaven for all scouts and mayb guides..
everytime come back from either gathering / campfire.. sure tak ada voice or sore throat 1..
buthen still like to go..
go there yell like no ppl business..
my 1st ever campfire i went is Heng EE Campfire i think..where they built a Twin Tower...
a gigantic gateway..

[2001 - Heng Ee Campfire]

tall right ?
den my 1st ever gathering is @ CLS gathering..buthen too bad..tak ada photo...
some of the sweet memories in my scouting life during secondary school...

[2002 Annual Training Camp]

[2003 Annual Training Camp]

[2004 - Mallaca Jambori]

[2005 Cooking Comp]

[2006]

[Brownsea Island]

From the start of Brownsea Island
Right up to the present day
We have learn our sense of scouting
From the Lord Baden-Powell's way
We are ready to help when needed
We are joyful always gay
We are proud to be a member
Of the worldwide Brotherhood

Today is NOT my day..

haihz..today really is not my day..really..
went to play Pool with my friend..
keep losing when play 9-balls..
my white ball always masuk longkang..
da luck is not on my side..
den nvm....
went to IKEA..
looking for a chair to replace my kinda-old chair..
wanted to buy da 1 i like..
buthen when wanna go take the stock..
OUT OF STOCK pulak..
i was like omg...
apa sai ?
travel so far to IKEA but..the one i want..tak ada stock..
LOL...
really is not my day today..
den nvm..when i reach home..
i unwrap the parts and assembly my chair..
after assembled my chair..
still left 2 pieces of plastic..
eh..they giv me extra pieces ar ?
so good ar ?
erm..nvm..i re-read the manual again...
this time..lagi mad..
WTF...i didnt missed every single pages..except for the 2 pages on "how to place the 2 plastics"..
lol..how can i missed those pages ? i remember that i flipped through all the pages..
summore that 1 is not the last pages..
this time..no turning back..
there is no way to disassemble it..

now i got 2 plastics for me to keep as souvenir..

i will always remember today..especially today..
really not my day...haihz...

Mousehunt..Mousehunt...

ahaha..mousehunt...
after so long of playing..more than 1 year..
finally..i caught Mobster Mouse..a prize mouse that drops me money..
but too bad..only 1 dollar..haihz..
so, i jz get to exchange it for 25 pieces of super brie+..
at least get something..better than ntg..
ahaha..but so far, i still get havent get any cash prize ghost on Ghost Trapper..
haihz...nvm..soon..soon..we muz be positive thinking..
and again..there is another event on Ghost Trapper which will be held on 22Dec - 3rd Jan..
i guess i gonna be bz and lack of sleep during that 2 weeks of events..
ahaha..
Mobster Mouse.....

Life is such a DraMa

I realized tat our life is such a drama...

sometimes like diz and sometimes like dat..

those who good in acting will survive..and vice versa..

we r like being programmed to do our daily activities..

we keep doin the same thing on our daily routine..

and one more thing..we dunno wat will happen to us in coming time..future..

our life is like being directed by a director and and being programmed by a script writer..

once a person is like..den it will forever stay there..wont change d..

if got oso..mayb slight changes..nt much..wont go so far..

and still remain the same..

being good or evil of one person is already there since young..mayb since when we r still baby..

diz is like a character that being fixed by the script writer and screen play...

there is always both good and evil characters in a movie and drama..

which makes the stories better..and oso by other meaning..

making our life complicated..the ppl that we r goin to face everyday either friends or stranger might be good or evil..you'll nvr know..

once u knw...its too late..

and oso..there is also presence of dynamic character and oso static one..

dynamic character is always dangerous as we cant predict their movement and thinking..

they might IGNORE u at 1st...but later on being FRIENDLY with you..

or vice versa...

those dynamic characters always ada udang disebalik batu..

cant be fully trusted..

if we trust him or her 100%..its like we..ourself putting salt in our wound..

and one more thing..all drama oso got its climax and ending...

jz matter of time..either early or late..

happily ever after ending OR sad sad ending...

about the ending..the decision is on our hand..

we r the one who choose to use that path and so..we must complete it..

its gonna be a "redundancy-state" happens if we did not complete it..

and as a conclusion..we will produce a drama without an ending..which is a bad bad idea..

so..da decision on every single things in our life is on YOU..nt others..

others cant make decision for u...

u r the once who make da decision and continue with the path...

some prefer a not so-challenging path..

some prefer a-bit challenging path..

and some prefer extreme challenging path..

once the decision of the path is chosen by u..den be prepared to face any circumstances and etc..

if u guyz still remember that there is a poem written by Robert Frost..entitled "THe road not Taken"

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

so..make the right decision now while we still can...

good opportunity doesnt appear twice in our life...
there is always a consequences for we had do...
no one will blame u or scold u as we human will make mistake..

Woohoo...December Desktop

Jz post for fun..kinda bored here..
wanna continue with assignment but already jalan buntu
cant crack d..ahaha..
so i decided to post up my desktop screenshoot..
mayb i will start to post it every month..
my brains kinda outta idea to blog..
ahaha..

Freaking Hot...Sunday afternoon

apa sudah jadi dengan bumi kita ?
sekejap panas dan sekejap terlalu sejuk..
kadang-kala hujan walaupun cuaca sangat panas..
apa lah sudah jadi ?
Today..my room was like SAUNA...
damn..its freaking hot...
yesterday nite..the temperature was like 23 celsius..
but diz morning temperature was around 32 celsius..
wow..9 celsius different..
and nw..it seems like goin to rain soon..
a big big rain..Thunderstorm mayb ?
does 2012 really exist ?
mayb its really gonna be end of the world soon ?
you'll nvr knw...

Counting down to X'mas..

yes...
x'mas is jz around the corner..
woohooo...
diz year gonna be my 1st celebration since i entered uni..
for the past few years..from 2006 till 2008..
ppls busy-ing celebrate their x'mas while i was stuck inside my room busy-ing for final exam..
dats not fair..but..diz year gonna be a changes..
i get to celebrate my x'mas
all thanx to MMU so-called new planning..lol..
but..nt sure whether will i be busy-ing for Final le or X'mas on 25th of December next year..
ahaha..its all on their hand..




Flash Countdown

luckily my last paper is on 24th December..
but how oso..i think i wont manage to go back Penang on time..
aiya..unless..i straight away rush to Puduraya..
HoHoHo...20 more days to go... =)

Da ~ DraGGarD ?

Da ~ DraGGarD ?

wanna knw the reason behind on why i named my blog of Da ~ DraGGarD ?

there is something behind the title..

Actually dat "Da" does not mean "The"

its actually related to my nick given by my friends during my secondary school..

long long time ago..even before the existence of Streamyx..

its around form 1 ~ 2..

"D" stands for DuriaN (i guess most of u knw)

"A" stands for AtoM (i think nt many of u knw about this..only a few numbers of my friends knw about it )

My friends started calling me DuriaN is nt bcoz of my hair looks like durian..

but mayb of my name..eweyan..durian..eweyan..durian..eweyan..durian..

in hokkien "liu lian"..

most of my relatives oso call me DuriaN..

and from there..i created a hotmail account with the combination of my name and durian..

ok..tats for DuriaN..

but how about AtoM ?

last time during my secondary school..around form 1 dat time..

my size was the biggest and fattest among all my friends..

which makes me look like Giant..

ahaha..and last time we used to play arm-wrestling inside the class..

and win most of the time..ahaha..not trying to action here ar...ahaha

and from there..i was given the nick of "AtoM"...

lol..AtoM sounds powerful..destructive..gigantic...

hahaha..till today..some of friends still calling me AtoM..

lol..those was sweet memories i had back in secondary school..

dats y i named my blog after my nick..

so..now u knw why Da ~ DraggarD...and not The ~ DraGGarD ?

ahaha...

btw, i jz put up my new banner..

didnt change for quite a long period d..

on the new banner..there is oso some reasons behind..for the spotlight shooting up and the wordings style which pointing upwards..

hoping for a new change..new beginning..and new life..

year 2008 nvr ever exist in my life..there is no 2008...

as for those of u who had followed my blog closely since last year..

my life in 2008 was awful and full with troubles..

troubles keep popping up in my life through out the whole year since I entered Disted...

i nearly blog it everyday as to point out my problems i m facing..

i knw sometimes i do regret for wat had i done...and happened to me..

everyone is given 2 types of road..

"the road not taken" and "normal road"

but unfortunately..i choose to take "the road not taken"...

which i suffered alotzzz..yt learnt many new things..

through out the whole year of 2008...

i nvr had a single day of happiness or perfect day..till i decided to move to Cyberland..

but i guess it was too late..

and after i moved to Cyberland..

there is something happened on the 3rd week..

which makes me so depress and decided to go back to Penang and seek for the truth..

there is too many culprits behind this..

till nw..when i mixed with my ex-collegemate..

i dunno whether shud i trust them or nt..

i m stuck in between..

i wont make it happen twice..

"once bitten..twice shy"

moving towards into 2009...

my life getting better and improved alotz if compared to 2008

but 2009 goint o end soon..and soon we will saying bye bye to 2009 and welcoming 2010..

wow..2010 looks nice..

ahaha...counting down to 2010..

28 more days..ahaha..

Pc Fair...woohoo

pc fair ?
pc fair = money fly away
everytime whenever i visit to a pc fair...
my wallet surely cry one..
i will nt come back with empty handed..
coz ar..da transportation fare oso can kill me d...
from MMU > Putrajaya Sentral = RM1.90..
den..from Putrajaya Sentral to Pasar Seni or KL Sentral will cost me RM9.50(KLIA Transit) / RM3.80(RapidKL E1 Bus)..lol..and from there..i still nid to take another Putra LRT which will cost me a few bucks again...lol..one way trip at least will cost me rm8-10..lol..
pc fair pc fair pc fair...
i wanted to go pc fair desperately..
although not buying anything..
"there is much more stuff to see besides computer components and hardware.."
ahaha..if u r smart enuf..den u shud knw wat i m saying..

Forgive and Forget ??

sometimes, i do think that we should forgive and then forget about it..
but will it last forever ?
i always forgive and then forget about it..
but there is a limitation for it..
we doesnt forgive someone and then forget it..
it does count on how big is the mistake and the pain we suffered..
some pain can be heal..but some cant...forever..n ever...
this "forgive and forget" suddenly struck my mind...
i was really angry for the past few weeks..
to be exactly..it was 2 weeks ago...
thats gonna be my angriest week of my life..
as if there is fire surrounding me..
it was all because of my Club's EVENT
so-called EVENT...syok sendiri ada la...
i m human too..not a robot..
u ask for my help for the 1st time..its ok..i will help..
then..u ask again..ok..i will help..its my responsibility..
den..u ask me to help again..diz time not my work..but nvm..i will help..
deennnn...again..ask me to do another things..
things like nvr end..task by task...
as if i m the only one who is running this event...
bugger..i m willing to help u..doesnt mean that u can advantage on me!!
takkan expect me to do from A-Z..
u shud distribute the task equally and plan it the correct way..
i m nt the "last-minute-guy-who-kutip-all-the-rubbish"..i m nt trash u knw..
summore every time i m the only one who hav to complete the task..where is the rest?
y u dun wanna ask the rest who is responsible for this task ?
y me ?
nvm..alone nvm..i can do it..
but wth...expect me to go library as early as 9AM...
meeting from 9am till afternoon..den rest awhile den continue till 10pm...
as if i m free 24/7..i oso got personal stuff to handle..
my life is nt jz about on club...i do study too..
i m willing to spend half of the day for club's stuff but NOT whole day..
and oso..at least show some respect ma..always throw ur tantrum at me..
and oso shout at me during the event..
this is not right...and..
i m nt the only person who is inside the committees...
where is the another assistant ?
there is oso alotz of stories from my so-called "Director"...konon-nya...
where is he when we need him ?
nvm..during the event..he only come n visit for not more than 2Hours...for a 2 days Event...
i LOL-ed...
and u dare to call ur self as Assistant Event Director for this Event ?
everytime gv excuses such as "i got class"..."i got important class to attend..cant poteng"
lol..come on lar brother..diz event doesnt held for whole week or whole month..
takkan there is no rest in between for a whole day classes..
u think u're the only one who having class and i don't hav any class to attend huh ?
and ur class is important and my class is mean ntg but crap huh ?
u better get 4.0 diz sem...or else...
lol..dats enough of him..
during the 1st day of the event..
the event was held without our Event Director...lol..
dats funny...and da worst part is...everything is unprepared..
and tomolo gonna be a meeting for post morterm...
lol..its time for me to shoot pplz OR jz forgive and forget ?
i've been thinking again and again...
there is no point for me to screw them..nasi sudah jadi bubur lo..
but one thing for sure...
i will resign from my position next sem..
cant take it anymore..
i had neglected all my studies bcoz of the event..
and there is no fun running the event..dun hav so-called "family" feelings inside the club..
its more to one-man-show...
although it happened for 2 weeks d..but the fire inside my body is still burning..
and for now..the worst thing is..insomnia sudah datang cari saya...
da clock is showing me 6.00am..and i m nw still awake..

p/s: sorry for this emo+cursing post..diz post might be bored for u guyz..i m nw feeling better..

I m lost...with....

Damn..really lost and frustrated...
already google-ing since yesterday till now..
lol..i think i had seen / explore every single website which related to VHDL...
i'm nw can tell u wateva google hav and wateva website u want..
and oso wateva e-books u want..u say it and u got it..
damn bugger 1..lecturer oso nvr fully taught on how the coding works..
i mean those deep deep inside and complicated one...
yt hav to figure out and doin research by our own..lol..
damn bugger..summore nid to hand up the assignment next week..
which mean..few days left..
they really shud renamed it the other way...
sumthing like, "Very Harmful yet Disgusting Logics"
i m nw stuck in the middle..
lol..dunno wat to do..

Wut a bee-z vve3k..

lol..i've been bz since past 2 weeks..and diz week oso..

last 2 weeks was bz-ing for my club's events...
and diz week pulak on academic stuff...
apa la ni..kehidupan seorang pelajar..
diz week summore got 2 midterms and 2 assignments to be done..
i always hope that there wont be any assignment or midterm in our studies...
lessen our burden..
tonite is the nite that i will be burn-ing midnite oil again..lol..
thats bcoz of my laziness....ahaha..
as wat i had mentioned in my previous post..
i ALWAYS hug buddha's legs...ahaha...
there is so many things i wish to do after diz week...
ahaha..
Firstly...go to campus and download movie and ofcoz dun wanna left behind the new PC games...
Left 4 Dead 2 !!!!!!!!!!
released last week tuesday...but had no time to go download..
and oso..i've had been missing my TVB drama for few episodes d..
"Gong Sum Gei" 【宮心計】

lol..very nice show..ahaha..i bet u wont regret watching it..
ahaha..alotz of conflicts inside diz drama..make me feel like as if i m watching "Moonlight Resonance"
aiya..1.30am d..1 midterm paper and assignment yt nid to be completed in 24 hours time..
lol..after that..yt another assignment..
after diz..i m free..ahaha..

I’m back in Action…

After few weeks of MIA from blogging…

ntg much to update…

as usual..boring booring boorinnggg…

new semester..new subjects..yt another year goin to end..

farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010..

and ofcoz..we r getting older..

how good if we can stop the time…

being in a short sem..the time really short..

jz in a blink of eyes…nw in 3rd week d…

u knw wat 3rd sem means ?

this means that mid-term test is coming soon..

3rd week is for us to do preparation…

4th week is ready and go for the WAR…yes..WAR…

can survive or not..its all depends on ur 3rd week…

if we r slacky…lazy…sleepy in 3rd week…

which mean…we MIGHT not survive in that CRUEL WAR…

i m one of them who categorized under that “slacky..sleep..lazy”

lol..in hokkien…”Pangsai Ooo Jamban”

if being translated in malay…mahu buang air besar baru pergi korek lubang…

in mandarin…零时抱佛脚 (lín shí bào fó jiǎo)…Last-minute Hug Buddha’s Leg…lol..

sumtimes it works…but sumtimes..it might not work..

but i always hug buddha’s leg…lol

I M A PROCRASTINATOR

enough talking about studies…anyway..

there is new game on the list…

Torchlight!!!!!!

ahaha…not that torchlight that we used when there is blackout…

its a RPG game…something quite similar with Diablo 2…

and some say..

its quite-smilar-but-not-smilar-but-its-really-looks-alike-but…

somehow, its roxxxxxxxxxxxx……

i had spent my whole weekend playing it..

here..some of the screenshots..

btw, the system requirements not that high..so should be no problem for most of the computers..